Too much to handle

chapter 12

selah pov

I was at home packing me and Renee bag for twommrow we gotta get up early Disney land is far from here as I was packing I got a phone call from chaniece I picked up

phone convo

C: I just wanted to apologize about earlier it was wrong for me o hit u but I just got upset because trey hit u and u was ok with it and your minestrone and I dint want nothing to happen to u a-

S: chaniece I dumped him if he wants me back he's gonna have to try hard.  what's going on with u and august

C: I gotta update u ok everything I walked in the studio and yes fucking. some hoe than I moved out th hose and went o his mom hose to stay when I got back from me and your little meeting he says I'm sorry what more do u want and I said I want him to prove that he's sorry

A: and that's exactly what trey gonna have t do prove it,  so twommrow is lyric and Renee birthday we gotta get up early

C: yea I know,  I was packing

A: I was packing too  ima finish  ok I'll call u later

C: ok Ttyl

phone convo over

I continued packing when I was done I showered put on a tank top and some leggans I then put my hair in a bun I wen in Renee room and did the sane for her

" we gotta get up early twommrow for our trip"  I said to her

" I know,  is trey coming"  she said

" trey is not gonna be with us for awhile ok" I said

" why not?" she asked

" don't worry about that get some rest"  I said I kissed her forehead , turned out her light and cracked th door then I went in my room turning off my light and getting in my bed before I feel asleep I got a text

text convo

Restricted-  HELLO selah

Chaniece pov

When I was done packing I showered and put on one of August t-shirts I really miss him but I have to be strong for lyric. I them lit on some leggans and put my hair in a high ponytail. just when I was about to Kay down momma Alsina walked in

" yes momma Alsina"  I said

" Chaniece August is falling apart without you" she stated while sitting on my bed

" Sheila,  I'm sorry but I'm not giving in that easy to August.  I told him he's gonna have to prove to me that he's sorry and when he does I might give our relationship another try but untill then I'm gonna try not to even think about august"  I said

" ok fine,  but it's hurting u more than its hurting him to stay away from each other"  she said then left out the room was she right do I wan august more than u wants me I laid down and looked down at my stomach

" I don't want u to be away from your father I really dint but what am I suppose to do I'm not gonna give in that easy"  I said have I gone crazy why am I talking to an unborn child

" if u want me o get back with your father then kick"  I said it kicked that shit hurts but it was weird I guess the baby wants me to be with august too.  I feel asleep after that

Next morning

I got up at 6:00 in the morning I showered and dressed comfortably in Pink adidas sweat suit and I pit my hair in a high bun I also out on fuzzy socks and my Jordan's I went in lyric room and kissed all over her

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUFFIN" I said while still kissing all over her tiny face

" mommy stop I'm 5 not 4 anymore" she said I chuckled

" ok sorry let's get ready for the long plane ride"  I said I washed her but her in a blue adidas jump suit I then put her hair in a high. ponytail and put on her pink and black Jordan's after I got our bags and drove to selah house

Selah pov

I woke up dif hygiene out in some leggans and a red long sleeve shirt I pur on my red and black Jordan's than put my hair in a curly pony tail I went in Renee room and woke her up

"Happy birthday sunshine"  I said I kissed her forehead

" thank u mommy" she said while hugging me

" come on let's get u dresses we gotta get going"  I said I did her hygiene and put her in a red and black sweat suit I then put her hair in a high bun then put on her red and black Jordan's after I got our bags and chaniece was already outside we drive to the airport when we got there august was their I was confused

Chaniece pov

shit I forgot I said August can come with us this is gonna be a long trip.

Who texted selah?

August coming on the trip?

Lyric saying she's not four anymore and just turned 5?

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