Too much to handle

Chapter 19

Selah pov

I feel bad for August and Chaniece, they lost a baby that they didn't even meet yet I was in the room with Chaniece she was crying her eyes out I wish I could do something about it I hate seeing my best friend like this .

"They just took him from me selah" she cried I hugged her. A nurse came in the room

"Here are the birth certificates your partner needs to sign" she said looking at me

"Oh know we're not together her bf is in the waiting room I'll go get him" I said going into the waiting room to get August, then I sat down next to trey.

August pov

I walked in the room and was handed two birth certificates

"So what are we gonna name baby A" I said

"Elijah Anthony Alsina" she said through sobbes

I wrote it down and sighed, I then signed it

"Um what about Baby B " I said about to cry.

"Idk August u pick" she said crying

I wrote down Aiden Melvin Alsina and signed it. This is gonna be a roller coaster for the both of us even though we wasn't able to meet him yet I felt a connection. I hope Chaniece and I get through this.

3 week's later

Chaniece was released 2 week's ago Elijah is a very playful baby he doesn't cry much and laughs at nothing all the time

It was very difficult to explain to Lyric about what happened to her other brother we wanted to tell her now so in the future we wouldn't have to worry about it and make it tough for us to tell her.

I was in the kitchen cooking gumbo while Chaniece Sat at the island breast feeding Elijah which I thing looks very weird, I'm kinda jealous I'm the only one post to be sucking on the tittes.

"August I gotta talk to u" she said and sighed

"I'm all ears baby" I said

"I don't think us being together is the best idea for us right now. " she said

"What are u talking about our relationship is healthy" I said turning around sitting the spoon down and putting my back against the counter

"August you and I both know that's a Damn lie, I don't think we should be together" she said looking down

"But why is there another nigga? " I questioned

"No August u know I would never step out on you" she said defending herself

"So what is it Chaniece" I asked

"I'm just under a lot of stress right now ok, I just lost a baby and I'm dealing with a lot of people right now and taking care of this relationship is not what I need right now" she said

"Chaniece u act like u the only one that lost a baby, I did too ok u think I'm not under stress too , I got people on my back too Chaniece, and what do u mean take care of a relationship u don't have to take care of anything. Our relationship is fine" I semi yelled

"August u don't understand every time I think of Aiden so many questions wonder through my head I wondered if he would've looked like u and it hurts to see your face everyday because all I can think about is Aiden. I just want to hold him and take care of him" she said on the verge of tears, I walked over to her and hugged her from behind the chair

"Chaniece were both gonna get through it us being away from each other is gonna make it harder for the both of us,. I miss him too but at least God gave us Elijah. And were gonna love him till we can't love him no more. Chaniece I love u and lyric and Elijah and Aiden but he's in God's care now we can't do anything about it . God and Melvin is taking good care of him. " I said almost crying I kissed her cheek she nodded

"I'm sorry August it just makes me upset that he had to leave us do soon" she said

"Its no need to apologize we didn't know this was gonna happen" I said I took Elijah away from her and put him in his swing that was by the sink

"U should go take a bath and relax I got Elijah And Lyric" I said

"U sure" she said

"Yea I'm sure mama go take a bath" she got up and left.

This is gonna be a long ride

Selah pov

I looked at my baby bump I was getting really big I can tell this baby gonna be a fat one. Me and trey was going to the doctor today to see what are having I put on a red tank top blue jeans Tim's and a few accessories, then I put my hair in a high pony tail I walked aside to the car to see trey waiting for me.

"What took your ass so long" he asked rudely

"Who bit your dick" I said smartly

" look let's just get there and come back" he said starting the engine I didn't say nothing after that I font have times for his mouth.

At the clinic

"Ok looks like your having a girl congratulations" the doctor said

I smiled I look to where trey was sitting he was on his phone

"Babe u heard what she said" I said

" No what" he said looking up

"Were having a girl" I said

" oh" he said then got back on his phone' oh' Is that all he's gonna say I thanked the doctor and stormed out I am very pissed off at trey he has a stink attitude for what, what did I do

"Trey open the door" I said he unlocked the doors and I got in the passenger side then he got in the drivers seat

"What is your problem trey " I asked

He sighed

"In a be real woth u selah I don't think a baby right now is good timing " he said driving

"What do u mean i thought. Wanted a baby" I said confused

"I did, but now I'm thinking August just lost a baby I don't want that to happen to us" he said

" Trey just because what happened to their baby that didn't mean it's gonna happen to us u gotta have a little faith our baby is gonna be fine ok" I said grabbing his hand he slightly smiled

This is gonna be a long ride