Too much to handle

chapter 20

Since this story is ending in a gonna skip to about 2 years later so enjoy I'm only doing this story up to chapter 25 .

Selah pov

"Mowmmy where dawddy go" shanelle said

Shanelle Raven Neverson is me and treys daughter she's two and her birthday is coming up in 6 months me and Chaniece decied to do a double birthday again since it worked last time. Renee is 8 and is bad as hell but that's my baby. Trey and I got married 1 year ago it was so romantic.

Trey is at the studio with August, so I decied to drop shanelle and Renee at my cousins house

"He's at work boo, in a take u to cousin fae house" I said

"Yay cousin fae fae" she said

"Mom where's my red jeans" Renee came downstairs and asked

" its I'm the dryer, wear something else" I said

"Whatever" she said then walked away I sighed, the older they get the more dramatic. I got shanelle ready and Renee got dressed and we headed over to fae house. After dropping them off I went over o Chaniece house to see what she's doing maybe we can get some drinks.

Chaniece pov

"Mowmmy I hungwy" Elijah said while tugging on my leg. Elijah is 2 and is turning three in 4 months .my life has been an hell of a roller coaster. August and I barely talk we rarely even sleep in the same bed.I don't know what's wrong with him we still have not yet to get married
We was suppose to get married but he said I don't which broke my heart. I don't know what's wrong but I gotta get to him.
"Ok baby ima make u a sandwich" I said

"LYRIC" I yelled she came downstairs

Lyric is 7 now she's a handful but she's real cool.

"Wassup mom" she asked

"Can u pour your brother some juice and put him in his high chair" I asked she did as told I gave him and her their sandwiches . Then I heard a knock at the door as soon as I opened the door my girl selah was standing their I haven't talked to her in 7 months considering that we been so caught up in our family lives.

"Wassup boo" I said while pulling her into a tight hug

" hey bitch" she said

" omg it's been awhile,come I'm come in" I said she walked inside

"What brings u by" I said

" I just wanted to get a couple of drinks with my sister " she said

"Selah I can't the kids" I said

"My cousin van watch them Renee and shanelle is over there" she said

"Fine I need to get out the house anyway" I said

"Well I'll go drop them off. Go get ready" she said I just nodded and went upstairs to get ready. 2 hours later we was at the bar. I had on a pink loose crop top, blue skinny jeans and Jean type converses my red hair was in a bun and my edges were laid I has light make up on.

Selah had on a blue tank top but with the strips at the bottom with some black skinny jeans, and ble sandals her hair was in box braids and her edges are laid she had on light makeup as well.

"So what's been going on" she said sipping some of her bloody marry

"Well August has been avoiding me I don't know why though" I said

" really, since that horrible wedding I think he got turned off" he said

"What u mean" I asked sipping on some ciroc

"Well have u been showing him some affection lately" she said

" No not really" I said

" then u should cook him dinner we can go to Victoria secret get some langiere please him, I'm sure my cousin would be able to keep the kids shit I need some love too" she said

I chuckled

" Ok fine" I said we stood at the bar for a few more hours then left to Victoria secret

When I got home I started on dinner

Spaghetti with meat balls, and garlic bread and freshly made lemonade

Once everything was done I slipped into a black tight fitted dress that showed off my curves and I put my hair in curls and did heavy make up. I went down stairs light candle while I was doing so August walked in.

"Hey babe" I said giving him a kiss and a hug

"Hey" he said

"I made u dinner, are u hungry" I said

"Yea I can eat" we sat down. Poured him so lemonade and wine.

After we eat I took him upstairs and skilled into something more sexy I came out and he was laying on the bed shirtless with pj the pants on he looked at me but he didn't look surprise I climbed on top of him, and started kissing on his neck but he stopped me

"Whsts wrong babe" I said August would never turn down no pussy.

"Chaniece I can't do this, I gotta tell u something" he said I got off him and sat on the bed

"Chaniece I'm falling out of love with u, I have a gf another gf and she's pregnant ok I love u and I love my children but I can't keep living this way" he said I had process to everything he was saying to me

"HOW DARE U SAY THAT TO ME " I said he then started laughing but I didn't see what was so funny

"WTF IS SO FUNNY " I yelled

"I'm sorry baybeh it was suppose to be a joke u know I would never Falk out of love with u and I wouldn't dare get another gf or get her pregnant I'm not that stupid, truth is I don't think I'm good enough for u, u deserve a good man I hurt u so much and I'm afraid that if I hurt u again your gonna leave me forever. I know it's been a rough 2 years losing the baby Lyric getting older and me saying no at the Alter. I don't want a huge wedding I want a small wedding maybe at the beach just me u selah trey my mom the kids my nieces Chandra and Travis. I don't want a big wedding like last time. Ok u has people we barely even knew there. Chaniece I love u but I just wanna know if u still love me and u still want me and u still want this to work u sill want our family to work and u still want me and u want the wedding" he said I was nearly crying

"August I love u so much, I want this baby I want this to work I want the wedding, just because we had our wrong turns that doesn't mean I'm not gonna love u every relationship have problems I love u and your a great father I need u August I just want u to get back to normal" I said

"Well let's get started" he said pulling me towards him I straddled him

" There's my baby, I don want u to ever feel that I don't love and your not good enough for me because u are and I do love u" he nodded his head.

"Now let me mend to your whom's " I sad while kissing I'm his neck and his chest

Sex scene next chapter