𝐓𝐖𝐎 𝐁𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐒.

𝑼𝑵𝑺𝑷𝑶𝑲𝑬𝑵 𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑺𝑻

He slowly opened his eyes, they scanned for any clues to what happened yesterday.

"What the hell happened..." he whispered as he blinked multiple times...

His red eyes looked around and landed on a brunette next to him, her body covered by the blanket on the bed. he rubbed his head from the hangover.

"Fuck...." he whispered "Not again.." he realized what he did. He never intended to sleep with Mila again, after they finally became friends...he ruined it.

He sighed and got up, he didn't bother to put any clothes on and just walked into the bathroom. Ash washed his face and looked in the mirror, his abs showing, his black hair all messy, his toned muscles....

'What did i do....why did i do it...finally things were okay.' Ash thought as he walked into the shower and stood under the hot water. The mirror slowly fogging.

He sighed 'did i do it because of him? Was it because i was bored?....no that's not it.....nothing helped so i had to be with.....her.' His mind was full of thoughts.

He washed his body and his hair 'how the hell am i supposed to tell him about the code we found...i can't talk to him right now....my mind can't take it.' Ash wanted to talk to Lance but his mind kept telling him no.

Also, Ash wanted to forget about him and the fact that they work together doesn't help.

He stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist. Ash walked to his dresser and looked for clothes.

He sensed her moving around "Good morning..." she spoke as she looked at him picking up clothes. She yawned and stretched....."When did you get up?" She asked in a soft tone.

Ash sighed, he hated doing this to her....she is one of his best friends, she doesn't deserve this at all. She deserves better than being a hookup. It was his fault and he needed to fix it.

"Mila..." Ash called as he put on his shirt and turned around, the towel still around his waist. Mila smiled at him "Last night was fun..." she said as she looked at him. Ash looked away not knowing how to even tell her.

"I knew you enjoyed it too! No need to be shy about it..." she got up and walked over to him, still not being dressed she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Mila-" Ash resisted
"Oh come on..." she said as she reached for the towel around his waist. Ash reacted quickly and grabbed her hand, and unwrapped the other from his neck "This was a mistake." He said.

Mila's face dropped from a smile to a shocked one "you can't be seri-"
"I am." He said "this was a mistake...we shouldn't have done that." Mila chuckled bitterly, she backed away and looked up "just as i thought you finally cared...god im such an IDIOT!" she angrily spat.

She grabbed her shirt and threw it on herself "i fucking knew IT! You never cared did you?!?!" She turned around angrily. Ash just stood there taking all the blame, and as he should...it's his fault and he knew it. He used her because he was hurting.

Tears formed in her eyes "you never FUCKING did! God Im a fool!!" She ran a hand through her short brown hair, the purple highlights showing.

"Do you have ANY idea how much i cared for you!?!?" She yelled at him, the tears slipping from her eyes and rolling down her face. "I FUCKING LOVED YOU!!" She screamed as she looked into his eyes.

Ash looked at her with wide eyes. She...loved him? Him!?! How the hell that happened, he didn't understand how was he loveable.

'No...no you don't...you don't love me, i don't deserve it, not at all...' Ash was so confused and was shocked, he knew she cared but he didn't know she loved him.