10 years can feel like a lifetime when you are surrounded by someone special. Yet I feel like everyday we spent together we discovered new feelings. But leaving him was the hardest thing I could have done. But I didn't realize seeing him after being...
Shaimas POV: "So you are telling me that you had the chance this morning to have sex with Trent and you backed out! Girl are you okay!" Perrie basically yelled and I just ran my fingers through my hair
"I know I'm so stupid it's just, it's my first time Pez, I don't want it to happen as soon as we wake up."
"That's so sweet Shay, but like do you want it to be with Trent? Like your first time?" She asks and takes a sip of her tea
"Im not sure, again I don't even know if I'm ready. And I don't want it happening and then regret kind of thing you know. I want to know for sure. Especially the fact that it's with Trent."
"Take your time Shay and if Trent can't accept that, then he is an idiot" as soon as she finished we heard the front door open. Incoming Alex, Trent, joe and Virgil.
"Hi baby," Trent smiles as he walks into the room and comes over to give me a kiss
"Hello love, training ended early?" I ask and Joe adds in
"Ya boss had an emergency with the wife's car. Needed to go fix that so he ended early" joe shrugged.
"So Alex invited us to come and play fifa" Trent smiled and threw his arm over my shoulder "how was your day today?"
"It was good! Perrie and I went shopping and went for lunch and well now here we are" I smile at him
"Well I'm glad you had fun" he leans down and leaves a soft kiss on my lips. I pull us apart because my phone had started to ring. I reach for my pocket and see Masons name pop up
"Hello Mason," I giggle as his face appears on the screen
"Hey weirdo, what are you doing today?" He asks.
"I'm not sure what's the plan for the rest of the day but I'm at Perrie and Alex's place right now why?"
"Declan's dad invited us for dinner. You in?"
"You're insane, Declan's dad lives 2 hrs away and it's nearly 6"
"See I knew you would say that, but his dad is at Declan's place which so happens to be 30 minutes away" Mason smirks and I glare at him
"If you come and pick me up sure."
"Send me the address and I'll be there in 20"
"Finneeeeee see you soon" I laugh and we said our goodbyes and hung up.
"He's something else" Trent laughs which makes me giggle
"That's Mason for you, you okay if I head out?"
"Of course, you have fun with Mason and Declan. Doesn't look like you have much of a choice anyways" he laughs
"Ya well if Declan's dad wants to have dinner there is always something up which means we all gotta be there and no one is allowed to miss it"
"That's fair enough, let me know when you are done and I'll come and get you okay" I nod and cuddle more into his chest as we continue to watch the boys play fifa.
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