10 years can feel like a lifetime when you are surrounded by someone special. Yet I feel like everyday we spent together we discovered new feelings. But leaving him was the hardest thing I could have done. But I didn't realize seeing him after being...
"You know Tyler every time you tend to take something of mine and never return it I'm gonna start charging you" I say annoyed as I look through my old closet trying to find a specific shirt that I had left at the old house.
"Says the one who is making millions" Tyler scoffs and I just shake my head. Tough being the middle child and having your older and little brother taking your stuff constantly. "What are you guys doing for tomorrow?"
"Well I actually don't know, I know she doesn't wanna really go anywhere especially with this stupid virus" I groan "so I might just do a dinner for her"
"You cooking? I think you'll try to poison her if that's the case" Tyler laughs
"No you idiot, I'll order her favourite restaurant. Can't have her getting sick right now that's for sure" I smile
"How excited are you? Your stupid smile is so wide that it makes me sad that I don't have anyone"
"You have no idea, I'm starting a family with someone I thought I would never even have a chance with. It's probably the best thing that could ever happen to me."
"And just think, one more month and you can tell everyone" Tyler winks
"It's not the point of telling everyone though. Would I like to tell the boys? Yes, cause then they would be ecstatic for us. But I want her to be able to do it cause it would make it ten times better and more special."
"And to think my little brother is finally starting a family, can't wait to spoil my nephew" Tyler smirks
"I want a girl," I confess as I throw some clothes into a bag
"WHAT! Bro you are gonna be so whipped if you have a little girl" Tyler laughs
"Kinda the point, Shay wants a boy so I can run around with him and teach him football, but in reality I want a little girl that I can cherish. And to be able to tell off any boy who tries to hurt her or take her on a date. I can already picture it"
"You're gonna be a good dad Trent, I can't wait to see your life come into place" Tyler smiles
I might be scared shitless but at the end, this is everything I can ask for.
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Shaimas POV:
I lay on our bed and couldn't help but let tears fall from my eyes. It's almost 1 year without him. It breaks my heart that Corey is no longer here with us and the fact that the last 2 years I have spent Valentine's Day with him and the gang watching chick flicks and laughing our asses off when someone does something stupid makes me upset knowing that I can't tell him what's happening and how my life is going. That I can't even visit his grave. The door to our room opens slightly and I watch Trent walk in slowly. He looks at me and his face goes soft.
"Baby why are you crying?" He asks and places his body next to mine on the bed.
"I'm just remember the last 2 years and what today meant for the group of friends back in LA" I giggle "I know I'm weird"
"No it's not weird, do you wanna talk about it?" He places his arm over my shoulder and pulls me closer.
"Um where do I even start, there was this guy he was like a big brother to all of us. You would've liked him, kinda reminds me of Andy and Virgil mixed" I laugh and place my head on his shoulder. "Usually around this time the group of us would gather at a house and watch chick flicks and eat and just have a good time. It reminds me of how much joy he brought in those times"
"What happened to him?" Trent raises his eyebrows
"On his birthday he got in a car accident, he didn't make it out" I choked "we saw it happened and the driver tried to get away and it just was a whole mess. He didn't even get to the hospital before he passed. He died in my other friends arms." I wipe the tears from my face. "And I knew sometime was gonna happen I could just feel it and we tried to stop him but it was no use. He didn't listen to any of us and I just feel like if I would've tried harder things would be different"
"Shaima, it was his choice to get in the car. You couldn't have done anything to prevent that. Don't let that burden you." He places a soft kiss on my temple
"I know it just sucks" I try to let out a laugh
"I know but sometimes you have to move on. He's always gonna be looking after you."
"I know, I could always count on Corey for that" I lay down a bit and cuddle into his chest. "I just wish he was here so I could tell him the news" I sigh
"He knows love, like I said he's always gonna be watching"
"Is there anything you wanted to do tonight?" I look up and ask
"Nope I just want to stay here and watch movies plus I have training in the morning so Perrie said she will come by to keep you company" he smiles
"Oh we all love Perrie" I smile
"Ya ya that's your girlfriend we all know that"
"I'm sorry that we enjoy each others company" I laugh
"More than mine?"
"Of course not, cause I can't do this" I smirk and lean in for a kiss
"Oh I definitely like that" Trent pulls us apart and giggles before kissing me again and letting the night take us over .
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