crying out for me

Chapter 9

i listened to Doja Cat 'Alone' while writing this. rlly helped :)

Staring up at her ceiling, she notices the glow in the dark stars she put up there are still there: Given they aren't glowing bright anymore, but still. She never took them down. Bonnie lets whatever sad R&B song that was playing play and let's her mind drift to her situation with Damon.

Where did it all go wrong? Was it her being a stupid naive witch? Not catching onto the signs? It wasn't much of a coincidence that when he came to town all these deaths and weird events kept happening. A sigh leaves her as her mind flashes to when she confronted him.

All she was gonna tell him was what a day she had. Being kidnapped and told that your an heir to some throne will make you wanna tell your kinda boyfriend. That went straight to the dust though, when she saw him ready to drink blood out of a bag.

She shudders just thinking of how he even got ahold of that.

Phone beeping, she glances at it before reaching her arm out. Another text from Elena. She can't face the tall brunette either. She was the only one who warned her about Damon, and Bonnie didn't listen. She feels so guilty for not listening and pushing her best friend away because of a guy.

Oh god, she turned into those stupid cliche girls in movies. Sniffling, she sits up and climbs out of bed. It was time for a shower. She's been locked in her room for two days now and she doesn't think she can stink up her sheets.

The bubbly blonde known as her other best friend has been trying to reach out too, but she can't face either of them. This is something she has to go through alone.

Hours later, she's downstairs staring into her fridge. Waiting for something to pop up so she can eat it. She hasn't gone grocery shopping since two weeks ago so her fruit and such is bad now. Her phone beeps again before she hears a knock on the door.

Biting her lip, she stays still as if they can sense her body heat.

"I know your in there Bonnie!" Her body relaxes a bit because part of her thought it was Damon. And she hates that part of her also is disappointed that it isn't.

Opening her door, she stares at Elena who was holding styrofoam containers from the grill and drinks. Smiling at her, she moves aside to let her in. "Hey" She says softly.

Elena steps inside and they head to the living room. "Hi, I didn't know if you ate or not and went to get some brunch on a whim. I got your favorite waffles. I made sure Matt was relentless with the powder sugar"

This makes her let out a small thankful laugh. Plopping down on the couch beside her friend, she grabs the container containing her food and it smells delicious. She hasn't really ate since yesterday morning so she is starving.

"Thanks, Lena"

Elena blushes when Bonnie's thigh touches her own. Clearing her throat, she nods. "Sure thing" She holds back from saying- "Anything for you"

Bonnie bites into her waffle after drowning it in syrup. She's shocked she hasn't gotten cavity's the way she eats her waffles and pancakes. Too much syrup is never a problem for her.

"So, how have you been doing?" Elena brings up.

"I've been okay, just been sleeping is all" Elena nods and messes with her eggs.

She stabs some with her fork. "Your Grams still at Whitmore?"

"Yeah she said she'll probably be back this weekend. I doubt it though because around this time she has too many papers to grade." Bonnie shares with her. So she'll be alone without her Grams or dad this week or so.