Always? (Angel and demons sequel) (under editing)

What he sees

(KATNISS P.O.V)

We both walk into my room quietly, I've never had this kinda tension with peeta. Truth be told I've never had a fight with peeta like this before

Sure we've had little arguments about silly little things but this is serious, and I don't know how to react really. All these emotions surge though me, hurt,betrayal,anger and most of all sadness, I'm sad because I've been lied to and I've had to relive my worst moment with snow. My family dying

I shut the door behind us and lock it, I don't need Johanna coming in here, although I'm happy Johanna stuck up for me and stood by my side, sometimes she can get too violent

"Explain"I say leaning on the dresser with my arms folded, my face is straight emotionless.

"I swear to god, she kissed me. I pushed her away straight away"he says, his voice is soft and makes me want to believe him, but I'm still not sure m

"Why couldn't you just tell me this"

"Because I was unsure how you would have reacted"he says, his voice wavering

"I would of under stood peeta, but you choose to hide it from me"I say, he looks down

"I'm was nervous okay, I didn't want to lose you again"he says, I understand were he's coming from, but still he hid things from me and made me questions his trust

I walk over to where he is, my footsteps are quite and soft, perks of hunting. I puts my hand under his chin and make him look up, into my eyes

"Listen, I'm not going anywhere. I just wish you'd told me, I wouldn't of been mad. Actually the whole time I was with snow I was hoping you had moved on"I say, he face registers shock

"Why? Why would you hope that?"he asks, clearly confused, I sigh and sit on my bed

"Because I probably wasn't going to come back, and I don't deserve you. Your so kind and caring, I'm just a mess. You deserve much better"I say, I don't meet his eyes

He sits next to me with a soft sigh, he places his hands over mine

"Is this really how you feel"he asks softly, I nod slowly

"It's the truth"I say, he cups my cheek

"Look at me"he says, I don't look up still

"Kat, look at me"he says with more force

I glance up at him, his eyes burn into mine, he looks upset

"Listen, you are perfect to me. Your smart and kind, your brave and strong. Your a great friend and a great girlfriend for that matter. Your beautiful and full of life, there's no one else like you katniss everdeen. So don't you ever say you don't deserve me, because it's the other way around"he says, not breaking eye contact

I think his words though, is that what he thinks about me? I'm the complete opposite from that description. I close my eyes and take a deep breath

Why must he think of me like I'm perfect, when really a mess. I look back up at him, his eyes stay locked with mine for a while

He leans his forehead against mine. My mind goes back to ealier what I said to haymitch, I can't seem to shake to his pained face out of my mind

My thoughts drift back to what peeta said, he dated delly before. Why didn't he trust me enough to tell me

"Do you trust me"I whisper, something unreadable flashes in his eyes

"Yes, of course I do. Why dont you trust me?"he asks, I shake my head slowly

"It's just, you didn't tell me you dated delly. I would t of minded if you had just told me"I said, my voice coming out calmer than I would of expected

"I do trust you kat, more than anyone. I just didn't know how to tell you one of the people you hate the most and I dated"he says, I sigh

"I've never been In that situation before so I don't understand, but if I was in your position I would of told you"I say, he rubs his face

"There are things you haven't told me"he says back

My problems are far more Easier than mine, another girl kissed him, were as I was isolated for four years

"That's diffrenet-"I start but get cut off

"How? We both keep things from eachother"his voice had risen slightly

"Yeah but, your problems ain't half as bad as mine"I say, my voice now loader

"If you trust me like you said, you would of told us or let alone me and we would of helped you"he says

"Do you even understand how hard it is to relive those moments"I snap, shocking myself by my tone

"Yeah but it would get easier if you told us"he say, I sigh rubbing my eyes tiredly

"And how would you know that?"I ask, I walk towards my door

He doesn't reply yet or at all, I turn to face him

"See you dont, it would be pointless"I say unlocking the door walking out, I grab my jacket on the way downstairs

I'm about to walk out when his voice stops me

"Where are you going?"he asks, his tone now worried instead of mad, I turn to him

"For a walk, I can handle myself"I say walking out

I walk to the medow, it's darkish out. I can see the stars perfectly, there are no clouds at all tonight just the bright stars and the full moon

I sit down at the bottom of the willow tree, I lean my head against it and sigh, my eyes closed

Why do I mess everything up, why am I such a mess? God I don't know and I'm giving myself a head ache thinking like this

I hear a snap behind me, at first it think it's peeta or one of the gang following me but when I hear the soft hunters tread I know is not

I stand up and look around

"Hello?"I ask, It could just be an animal, maybe I'm overreacting

A tall figure steps out, one I know so well. One I hate more than anything right now

Gale

He smirks at me, I feel uncomfortable under his gaze

"Well catnip, where'd your boyfriend?"he sneers, I shiver at his cold tone

"That's none if your business gale"I say coldly, he chuckles

Without another word, he sticks his hand out, before I can react he's already hit me with one of his powers

I'm trying to think what powers gale has or any demon

Death, fog, electric...

I get to the third one before everything turns black