Always? (Angel and demons sequel) (under editing)

Fighting

I rush home and change into a turquoise and purple tye dye bikini, I put a pair of white shorts and a pink crop top and my brown sandles

I brush my hair out and grab my bag,I run downstairs to were everyone is ready

"Hey"I say they smile

"We're waiting on Annie"finnick says I smile and nod

"Okay"I say running into the kitchen were peeta is, I walk behind him and wrap my arms around him putting my head on his shoulder

"Hey"he says I smile

"Hi"I answer he chuckles and spins me so were face-to-face, he smiles and kisses me softly. I smile and kiss back until we hear a wolf whistle

We both turn and see Johanna smirking, we both blush but I raise an eyebrow

"We're in our twentys Johanna, finnick and Annie do worse"I say she shudders

"My rooms right next to theres"she says with disgust in her voice

We both laugh and go Into the hall where Annie is finally ready

"To the beach"finnick shouts we cheer and follow him

*time lapes*

We get to finnicks parents private beach and change, I look out to the ocean it's gorgeous the water shimmers when the sun rays hit it

The waves crashing onto sand is the only noise that can be heard

I walk down the beach and lift my hand making a wave I hear finnick walking down

"Hey"I say he laughs

"That's really cool"he says I drop it and turn around

Everyone else walks down,peeta winks to me and lifts a wve of water up splashing finnick

He squeals like a little girl while me and peeta are cracking up

He picks me up and throws me in

"Payback"he shouts I growl and get out throwing a snow ball at him

The others are just watching us I notice peeta has a shocked expression on his face I have no idea why though

"Kitten stop it"finnick shouts while chuckling

"Never call me kitten"I warn he nods smiling and picks Annie up running into the water

Clove and Cato are splashing each other and Johanna's just floting around

I'm just sitting on the beach watching, Peeta's messing with finnick by chucking water at him, I'm laughing a little but I can't seen to enjoy myself like I did before

Johanna walks up the beach and sits with me she sighs and looks at me

"Why aren't you joining in?"she asks I shrug

"I don't feel like it"I answer

I use to adore the beach and the waves splashing but now I can't find myself to take joy in anything like I use to, it's hopeless I'm not going to be myself again

I'll always be messed up in the head because I was isolated for four years

"You use to katniss why don't you try"Johanna says I turn to her

"I have tried jo but I can't"I say she growls in fustration

"Well you don't look like your trying"she snaps

She just got on my last nerve

"Johanna stop pushing me to do something I don't want,jut face it I'll never be the same I can't take joy in anything I did before and that's finale"I say in a stren voice trying not to tell or snap at her,But it's getting hard

She stands in front if me arms folded over her chest

"Well find something to do because your making us all unhappy and depressed katniss!"she shouts

I stand now, that really hurt, can't she tell I'm trying but it's hard when I haven't been aroun people for so long

Regret creeps aross her face,but I for care he ha no right to tell me that even if it is true I'm not going get better and she has to face it

I didn't notice everyone watching us with shocked expressions

"Okay Johanna, if I'm making you all so upset I'll leave again, you probably liked it better that way"I reply cooly

She shakes her head while the other walk up, I click my fingers and I'm dressed-I love doing that- I'm wearing a white skater dress and gold flats

I spin on my heel and walk away, they follow me

"She didn't mean that katniss don't listen to her"clove says i sigh and turn to them

"I can see it in your faces, I've got a problem and it's effecting you guys, it's better if I leave"I say they look between each other

"Were are you going to go you live with us"Cato asks matter-of-factly

"I can go live with paylor a while in the angel world"I say they shake there heads

I walk up to peeta and kiss him gently

"It's not like last time I'll be back in a month tops"I say he's about to object when I turn away and click my fingers

In a flash I'm transported to the angel world

Let's sees how this go's