Always? (Angel and demons sequel) (under editing)

Hopefully

The demon part of our world isn't as bad as I thought than again I barley leave snows mansion to see it only on rare occasions,I miss home it's been four years since I left I still think about them all everyday actually, Peeta's always on my mind whenever I see stars or te sun I think about him because I did tell him whenever the stars are shining or the suns burning I'll love him which is true I never stopped and never plan on it .

The says are boring I get up dressed eat come back to my room do whatever I want until I eat and sleep and it repeats I see snow every Sunday,he's a disgusting man who I hate and that's a strong word for me seeing as haymitch use to say I've got a sweet heart he's probably right abut that but I've never hated someone as much as I hate snow .

He made me leave my friends and family because his job was at stake people realised he's not the true ruler and they discovered I was but though many,many interviews I convinced them otherwise even if I was lying it didn't matter because he would of killed everyone I I've if not so I had to do what he said

I walk along to mansion it's walls white as snow and floor a crimson colour like blood which happens to be what snows breath smells like heavens knows why, maybe he drinks it? I'll never know and don plan on asking

I stop at the library I spend most my time here reading novels or poetry I've been readings book called Romeo and Juliet it's a fascinating love story of the two star crossed lovers but such a sad dramatic ending, I've nearly read the whole room although the books change a lot over the months which I appreciate because I'd have been done years ago if they didn't

I sit on the couch my legs tucked under me flicking though pages my hair getting in my eyes I swipe it away but it only falls more I get up and put the book back and leave to my room I look in the mirror braiding my hair my appearance has change in the last four years my hair longer my lips darker nearly a red colour it my eyes always stay the same dull look they held when I came here, I'm taller not by much but still taller and my body's fuller and by that I mean curvier and chest bigger (if you get what I mean) I'm twenty two now so I would get why I look older well because I am older .

I walk back down to the library and once again pick my book up and read though I read a lot of romance novels manly because I've never had much romance in my life apart from peeta I've never kissed a boy and I left him so I like to fantasise what my life would be like in one of these books .

I wish somehow I could leave here and just go home too see everyone again I wonder how they are and if they still live with haymitch or if they moved away maybe Peeta's got another girlfriend and moved on? I would hope so because I don't want him upset forever about my Disappearance from his life, I would be heartbroken yes but happy he doesn't dwell on me .

Somehow someday I'm going to leave this hell hole and go home to my family and friends hopefully that's sooner than later