Is this the end?(Niall horan fanfic.)

Chapter-26 I'm sorry

Here is a song I suggest you listen too while reading the chapter! :D
Christina Perri "penguin" when it's Alyssa's POV.

Niall's P.O.V.

I had passed out for god knows how long. My head pounding from the alcohol I had consumed just a few hours ago. I felt like throwing up, my body wanting every last drop of alcohol I swallowed to leave. Finally standing up I walked around for a while so I could hopefully sober up just a little.

Walking over to the kitchen I grabbed a plastic cup and filled it with water and quickly gulped it down, the liquid cooling my throat. I continued to walk around hoping to find Alyssa because I need to get home. Knowing her she's probably trying to find me too. After looking for her I decided to just stay in place, its a pretty big house. There's no point in running in circles.

I leaned against a door frame and slightly shut my eyes. The light still burned my eyes. Opening them once again I glanced to my left and saw Alyssa's hair sway and the disappear. I hastily sauntered over to where I saw her hair to see a bulky guy kissing her. I froze in place. I was shaking with anger, I couldn't contain myself any longer. It felt like like time slowed down during those few moments. After I saw him let go of her I clenched my fist and punched him in the center of his face, hoping to break his nose. That'll show that asshole.

"Don't fucking touch my girlfriend again." I spat. Blood was already gushing out of his nose.

"Do I make myself clear!" The room fell silent. I could see Alyssa slightly trembling, but I didn't care at that moment.

Turning to face her I yelled,"And you." My breathing becoming harsh from the adrenaline." What the fuck were you doing?!" She flinched at my words dropping her face to the ground.

She quickly brushed past me and sprinted away from me.I tried to grab her arm but I couldn't in time. I began to feel slight regret. ' maybe I shouldn't have yelled at her.' I thought to myself. 'NO! she fucking kissed another guy, she doesn't deserve sympathy right now.' I rushed out of the room and to the bar ordering as many drinks as I could wanting to forget what just happened. Wanting to forget the pain I was felling right now. ' How could she do this to me?' I tried to contain my tears but I couldn't. I honestly didn't care if I was in public, I needed to let my emotions out somehow. And I'd rather it be this than physically hurting anyone who didn't deserve it.Feeling completely and utterly intoxicated again I sat there as I watched everyone leaving. Hearing light footsteps echoing through the now empty house I look up to see Jason in front of me.

"Hey Niall, it's getting pretty late. Do you want to spend the night?" He inquired.

"Thanks for the offer Jason, but I've got to get home." I slurred standing up and wobbling away.

"Woah there buddy, c'mon I've got plenty of room. Plus I don't want you driving when you're that drunk." He convinced.

"Alright. Thanks mate." Thanking him I walked over to The black leather couch he had in his main living room.

"No problem, I'll go grab a blanket for you." He hollered down the stairs as he disappeared.

I laid down and felt the welcoming signs of sleep. I needed to rest. I'll drive over to Alyssa's house tomorrow to figure everything out. If I'm even relevant to her. I just hope this is all a big misunderstanding and that there's an explanation for this.But something in my gut says it's not, and I don't like the thought of losing her.

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After thanking Jason for letting me stay I got in my car and sat for a while. I noticed Alyssa's car behind me. It was empty. Did she take a cab home? I hope she's there. I started the engine and pulled onto the highway a few minutes later. It's a 20 minute drive. What am I going to say? I just want everything to be okay. I mean why would she kiss another guy? He didn't even look like someone she would like. He looked like the stereotypical college douchebag. How the hell did he get into a party like that?