When Tounge Can't Speak

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Mother,I just wanted to let you know that, I'm not lazy.I'm just tired for everything.I hope you can understand that.

Mother,I hope you understand what I'm trying to point out when the times I talked back at you.

Mother, forgave me for being an outsider.For being not socially active on our family.
I hope you have a clue that I have a social anxiety.

Mother, I'm sorry for not helping you on our house hold. Sorry for not always cleaning on our dirty clothes.

Mother, forgave me for the things that I do that doesn't pleasuring you.I'm trying my best but you only saw at my worst.

And I don't know what to do, because I can't even explain my side. Knowing that I'm shy.I hope you understand me but I'm wishing that you do. 

Mother, forgave me. For being your daughter but I'm trying my best to be a best daughter for you. Seems you don't see that. But it's okay for me. As long as you feed me a food.

But I can't wait to move out on our house.So that I can find my rest and peace.

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