but id like to be by your side

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sero and bakugou broke up. it was obvious to the class because bakugou reverted back into his asshole hermit ways. he was loud and abrasive when talked to so everyone decided to just leave him alone. no one talked to him. he was truly alone. this went on for a month. the beginning of those two weeks was hell for both sero and bakugou. sero didnt understand what he had done wrong while bakugou on the other hand knew he had made the right decision, but still missed sero.

sero went back to hanging out with the "bakusquad" minus bakugou as he no longer left his room except to eat, use the bathroom, and classes. he didnt even sit with the squad at lunch anymore he ate his lunch outside away from everyone. even though sero was happy to hang out with his friends, something felt wrong. something was missing. he knew what it was. he knew he needed bakugou but it seemed like bakugou was fine without him so he let it be and enjoyed the company of his friends.

sero couldnt have been more wrong about bakugou being okay. bakugou had fallen into a depressive episode. it wasnt so bad that people noticed or were concerned but it was getting there. he tried to keep up his normal dickhead behaviour but honestly, it was so draining. he constantly wanted to curl up in bed with his favourite stuffed animal and just cry. crying made him feel better and boy was he good at it. he cried when he went to bed, he cried when he got back to his room after classes, he cried during lunch, and he even cried when he woke up in the mornings. he just kept fucking crying.

bakugou knew all this crying would dehydrate him so he made up for it by drinking a shit ton of water. i mean, he already drank a large amount of water since he sweats so much due to his quirk so he was drinking a shit ton of water. obviously, this meant he had to piss a shit ton too. his teachers understood his predicament. they didnt understand about the crying because they didnt know about that ( although aizawas suspicion was growing) but they understood he sweated a lot so he would need to replenish his fluids and this may cause him to need the bathroom more than a regular student. he never went during the important parts of classes and tried his best to go during class transitions. sometimes he would cry quietly in the bathroom. one day though someone had heard him. just to his luck, it was shoto todoroki. he knew it was bakugou but decided not to say anything for the time being. he also just didnt know how to confront a crying person. thanks endeavour.

the rest of their classes that day went by in a blur for katsuki. as soon as the end of day bell rang katsuki was out of the door. todoroki tried to follow him but was stopped by midoriya

"todoroki, we were just about to head to the new re5sturant they opened down the street, would you like to come with?" he asked in an innocent voice

he turned to face midoriya.

"im sorry but im afraid i have a prior engagement to attend."

and with that he was out the door on his way to solve the mystery of bakugou and why he was crying. he knew it wouldnt be easy but he didnt care. he was too curious for his own good and wanted an answer.

back at the dorms, bakugou was losing his mind. all he wanted was to talk to sero. he didnt care what about he just missed the man. his sadness was interrupted by three curt knocks on his door. all bakugou knew was that whoever dared to knock on his door better be ready to face the consquences. he got up from his desk chair to open his door. as he walked to the door he thought of all the various ways he could murder the person behind it. 

upon opening the door and seeing todoroki's chronically blank face he simmered down a bit. him and todoroki were technically friends. if you asked bakugou he would never admit it but they often studied together, trained together, ate together, etc. therefore, depending on what he wanted, bakugou decided he might not murder him. 

"was there a point to your knocking?" sighed out bakugou as he crossed his arms over his chest

"of course there was. i came to speak with you." was all todoroki offered

bakugou opened the door more to signal to todoroki to come in. todoroki took the hint, came into the room, and made himself comfortable in bakugous desk chair. he spun around to face bakugou as his desk is right across from his bed. bakugou sat on his bed, back to the wall, facing todoroki. they sat in silence until it became suffocating for bakugou.

"jesus did you come here just to sit and look at me or do you something to fucking say?" 

todoroki thought for a moment on how to put his thoughts into words 

" i know you and sero were going out for a bit there and i know its none of my business-" 

"youre damn rights its not" interjects bakugou

" but i cant help but notice the separation between you two and the change in behaviour from you. did something happen between you two?" asks todoroki

"not that its any of your fucking business but we broke up" katsuki said with as much carelessness as he could muster, trying to deceive todoroki

it didnt work 

" ah.....could i ask why"

bakugou threw his head back and groaned

"because fuckface him and sparks for brains are way better suited for each other, duh" 

"bakugou you cant be serious" todoroki says with an incredulous look on his face  

"serious as the plague" says bakugou in a bored voice

"i know you dont care but i feel like this could be helpful for you so im going to tell you about my parents"

"i already know about your shitty parents. your dad drove your mom crazy until she poured boiling water on your face which then got her sent to a mental facility. what more is there"

"did you know my dad basically bought my mom and made her his wife so that he could produce the perfect heir?"

bakugou was silent for a moment 

"no i didnt know that" 

"well he did. he decided that his fire quirk was well suited for her ice quirk and that they needed to be together and make me, someone with two quirks. despite them being 'well suited' they couldnt stand each other. they drove each other insane quite literally as you can see"  he gestured towards his scar, then sighed " the point im trying to make here is that just because someone is well suited for someone else doesnt always mean they should be together" 

and with that todoroki excused himself and left the room leaving bakugou alone with his thoughts. he pondered over what todoroki had said. was it true? that two well suited people may not be good for each other? whatever. he didnt care. the damage had already been done. theres nothing he could do. 

except there was something he could do. he could swallow his pride and talk to sero. seeing as how hes bakugou fucking katsuki that wouldnt be happening. he couldnt. not after he was the one to break up with sero. so he sat there, in his bed, thinking about how he fucked this one up and how he would probably fuck the next one up too cause thats just what he does. 

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