Natasha Romanoff and Scarlett Johansson Imagina

🎬SCARLETT JOHANSSON- Trust

Hey, everyone!
Hope youre all doing fine. This was requested by -rocketracoon. I wrote it during class and Im sick too, so sorry if its short and it has mistakes.
Lots of love and be safe,
Dasy.🥰

(Y/N) P.O.V.

It took time, lots of time to start trusting again. And when I finally did it, leaving behind my back all my insecurities, she betrayed me. I gave her my whole heart and she crushed it like nothing.
Thats how I end up here sitting on the floor of my trailer crying my whole heart out.
I thought she was the one, my love, my life, my soulmate, but I was wrong.

FLASHBACK

I still cant believe Im gonna work with THE Scarlett Johansson herself.
I walk on set looking around and greeting all the people I meet on my way.
Im not really comfortable with having all those people around due to my trust issue, but this job is what keeps me going and if having to give some trust to someone is the price I have to pay I can deal with it.
Im so lost in my thought that I bump into someone ending with my ass on the ground. I mumble an "ouch" trying to stand up when I feel a pair of strong arms helping me. I move aside, but the person I bumped in place a hand on my shoulder.
"Everything fine?" she asks and God I cant believe it, Ill recognize this voice everywhere: Scarlett. "Im sorry I was just so focused on my phone that I didn't notice you and..." she kept rumbling but Im not really listening to her since Im too concentrated on admiring her perfect feature. Then I come back to reality when a hand, her hand, starts waving in front of my face. "Im sorry I was a little bit distracted" Im definitely an idiot. "No need to apologize doll". I blush at the nickname "You and me, coffee after we end shooting." she continues. "I...I dont think- I mean Im not sure it is...". "I wasnt asking sugar" she interrupt me, and then she walks away like nothing happened.

I sob at the memory and then I start cursing myself for going to get that damn coffee with her. That day she managed to crack the wall I was built to defend myself from people, and as the fool I am I let her in.
When I told her about my past, my abusive parents and all the psychological issues that come with that she held me close, promising that she would never hurt me. But in any case she did.
She repeated me everyday that she loved me but now I know these were lies.
And while I keep crying curling up on the floor, that horrible scene starts playing again in my mind.

FLASHBACK

I just ended shooting a scene and Im happily walking back to my girlfriend's trailer. I still cant believe that Scarlett is my girlfriend, it happens all so fast, but I couldnt have asked for better.
Im at the trailers door ready to open it when I hear moans come from the inside. My mouth hangs open, it cant be true. I stay out for a while thinking about what could be happening in there, cause shes absolutely not cheating on me since she loves me.
Anyway, I enter trying to be as quiet as possible, I leave my bag on the table and then I walk to the little bedroom. I peek my head inside and a scream leaves my mouth as soon as I process what is really happening. Scarlett and another woman sit up on the bed covering themselves with the sheets. Tears start streaming down my face, while my mouth keeps opening in the desperate try to say something but no sounds come out.
My heart shutter in a million pieces and I run out of the trailer while Scarlett is rushing behind me cursing and calling my name.

It was my fault. She had to sleep with another person because I was too scared to make love with her. God Im so stupid! I should have listened to my dads words no one's gonna love a fucking mess like me. Im so dumb and scared that I forced the best person onthe planet to cheat and now shell have to live with this weight on the heart for the rest of her life.
Today Im making a promise to myself, a promise that Ill never break:

"I, (Y/N) (Y/L/N), will never trust anyone, even if my own life depends on it."