You saved my life (part 5)

You saved My Life (Part 17)

Hey guys I just wanted to say I'm sorry if these chapters are short I don't have much time to write them and I'm really lazy haha but I hope you enjoy this short little chapter I promise I will make the chapters longer soon Byeeee ily :) ~ Amber
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Louis POV
I just look at my own daughter lying in my hands in the middle of the side walk. She is not moving, or breathing. Why was I being so stupid!! God I'm such a freaking idiot!
"Alright lads we need to get to the hospital now!!" I yelled at the boys and they all nodded and ran down the street back to the house and right into the car
We arrived at the ER and Tori was pail and cold. She wasn't moving but I could still feel her pulse which was a good sign.
"Mr.Tomlinson we can take Tori now." The doctor told me
I followed the doctor still holding Tori in my arms
"Alright if you could just lay her down on the bed, you may have a seat over there. I need to take a look at her." The doctor told me
"Alright well... It looks like Tori is seriously hurt. I'm not sure if she will wake up..." The doctor said
I froze. No no no!!! This can't be happening. I can't live with my self. This is all my fault. If I never would have yelled at her like that she would have never ran away and she would be perfectly fine!!! IM SUCH AN IDIOT. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!
I just sat there crying and crying. The doctor hooked up Tori to a machine and made sure she was Okay before he left.
He told me he would be back, he just had get some things for Tori.
I just sat there crying for what seemed like years
Just looking at her Pail, cold face made me cry harder. Her bright blue and green eyes were now faded into a grey color and she had bags under her eyes. Her long dirty blonde hair was slowly falling out because of her stupid cancer.
What am I going to do? I can't even imagine my life without my amazing Tori.