You saved my life (part 5)

You saved my life (part 10)

Michael's POV

Harry had read all the letters out loud that Tori wrote to each of us. We were all in tears now. Tori is the nicest, sweetest, cutest,loving person in the whole world! I can't bear to see her like this anymore.... I was staring blankly at Tori till I feel someone start to shake me

"Michael, you ok?" Luke asks

"Uh yea I'm fine. I just am a little tired." I tell him

He nodes and walks out the door with everyone else

"Hey Michael we are gonna go get some coffee. Wanna come?" louis asks me

"Uh no I'm good thanks." I tell him

They walk out of the room and I sit on the end of Tori's bed. She looks so cute sleeping. I just look at her. Speechless. I never knew such a young girl could write such a meaningful letter. I guess we really mean that much to her. When Harry read the letter she wrote to me, it was very sad and funny too. But on line really stood out to me.

"I know you might think I am always smiling Michael, but the truth is, I'm not. I'm not perfect. But I hope you know that you are."

Those words stay stuck in my head. How could she not think she was perfect. She was the most perfect little girl I've ever seen in my life! but the thing is, she called me perfect. Out of everyone in this world, she called me perfect. I kiss her on her forehead and as I lift my lead I feel her hand on my shoulder.

"Michael, how do u do it?" She asks me

"What do u mean Tori?" I ask her

"How do u stay so perfect." She asks me

"Tori...i..." I say before she cuts me off

"Michael, I know you are going to say your not perfect, but I'm going threw what you used to go threw. bullying. Yes Michael. I have been getting bullied at school. But you Michael Gordon Clifford... You are perfect. You always knew how to deal with hate. But how? that's my question. How did you deal with all the hate?" she says to me

"Tori... I'm so sorry!!!! why didn't u tell any of us?" I ask her

"I...i thought u guys would think I'm weak and send me back." She tells me with tears in her eyes

"Tori Marie Tomlinson, listen to me. We would never send u back. We love you to much. You are perfect tori. It was not easy dealing with the hate. But you just have to remember that those People who don't like you, are not worth crying over. You may think I'm perfect but really, your the one who is perfect." I tell her

"Really michael? I'm pe...perfect?" She stutters

"Yes you are. You may not be perfect to some people, but you are to me. I love you so much!!!" I tell her

"Thank you so much Michael. I love you too." She tells me

We hug and I wipe the tears off her cheeks

"Tori, why did your box with the letters in it make it seam like you think you are going to...um..die? I ask her

"Because Michael. I am going to die. I just wanted you guys to know how much I loved you and and so you could always have a piece of me." She says to me crying

"Tori, your not going to die. And even if u did, we would always have a piece of you in out hearts." I tell her

"Well sometimes Mikey, when someone you love passes away, you might sometimes need more than just that person in your heart. You may need something to remember then bye. That's why I have you guys those letters. They each represent each of our relationships together." She tells me trying not to cry

I was about to talk but then she continued

"That means like for example, my letter I wrote to you. What did I talk about most in it?" I ask him

"Um love, courage, hate, and promises." I tell her

"Right. So love. I just always want u to know I love you so much and nothing will ever change that. Courage. Even thought I have been getting bullied, I've had courage to stay strong. Just like you did. Hate. Not everyone loves you but u always stay strong no matter what. And oh promises. When I first met you, I promised you I would stay strong for you. So Michael Gordon Clifford, do you promise me that even I do die or not, just promise me that you will stay strong for me?" she tells me

I don't know what to say.

"Tori... yes. I promise. I will always keep this promise no matter what. And so do u." I tell her

She nodes and hugs me then says

"I love you Michael." she says

"Love you too Tori." I tell her

"I love all of you boys equally I just have always wanted to tell you that. All the others boys had never gotten hurt as much as you and me have." She tells me

"I know baby. Now get some sleep." I tell her

She nodes her head and puts her head on her pillow and closes her eyes. The boys come back in and sit down. Now all I have left is to just figure out everything Tori just told me.