A/n: whew lately I been telling y'all all my personal life it's like y'all my besties. But today y'all finna know some more shit that went down. This not about the number I'm sorry this just been weighing on my heart since it happened.
So my cousins and I are in a gc and I talk to them everyday. We're all in different house holds so we talk about that quite often. But today I was telling them about how my sister paid me to babysit my niece and nephew some coin while she went out of town. So my cousin sends this meme basically being a smart ass yk nothing major cause that's how we talk all the time. So then she says "ima kill myself" and I was like "ok"just like that. So my other cousin is hinting that basically I'm going to hell and I'm like ok I get it. I am a God believer and have strong faith in him so I wasn't really caring about what she was talking about. As the conversation goes on about her killing herself. I'll give them names the one who wants to kill herself is Arie and the other one is Amina. So Arie keeps saying she's going to kill herself and I continue to say ok. Then my Amina says hell is hot so then Arie says "she's just mad ain't nobody going to her funeral" not in those exact words but you get the point. And I'm like who said I wanted y'all there. And then I tell them that if I don't want you there I could have that decision made before I die. I don't hold grudges really but somethings I never forget. And whatever so Amina is laughing at what Arie said and I'm like talking to my mom when they send some voice messages. When I'm around my mom with no headphones I don't play voice messages cause people get reckless and start cussing. So I don't respond for like 2 minutes. I come to my room listen to them and all of a sudden I'm mad. Mind you I'm not mad at all I'm just chillin I guess you could say. So then Arie is laughing at Amina. I told them no I was just around my mom and couldn't play them and that I wasn't mad because I wasn't. So Arie sends a voice message about she's killing herself this year so I'm like very unfortunate and they said I was bothered. And I said I wasn't because I wasn't. I don't know why I was explaining myself to them but I was like a dummy 🤡. And later Amina says talking about dying she's was finna die cause she was starving being dramatic ofc. So I was like very unfortunate again and she said "I can't wait to burry you 6 feet deep" now I probably shouldn't have took that to heart but I did. Like I couldn't cry on the spot because I went back to my moms room and she'd ask questions but when I got in the shower I cried because it kept replaying in my head. So basically they're both laughing and my feelings are low key- no high key hurt. And I keep texting the gc like I'm fine and dandy. So the conversation of death still goes on and basically I was like I don't want to buried I want to be cremated the thought of a casket just scared me. Anyways my cousin Amina says you don't have no say your dead so they keep laughing yk thinking I'm fine with the joke and it hurt deep down. So I'm like hopefully you guys will respect my wishes yk like wow just because I'm dead doesn't mean disrespect me like we're family. But anyways she's like "fuck yo wishes" like ouch. I'm probably just being a soft bitch but idk considering we're family and we all talk everyday this talking like that about me hurt. Let me know if I should feel a certain way or I'm just over thinking it I really don't. So they texted the gc but I haven't responded I probably won't till the morning but idek 🤷🏽♀️ that's all for now.
Aya POV
I was sleep a lot and it was much needed I been stressing about school and that was really it just school and my future. Now I felt well rested and ready for whatever they wanted to do today.
I posted a pic on the gram because I haven't in awhile and tell me why Richie commented under it. SMH.
"You ready?" Mikey asked me
"Yeah" we went downstairs and there was a cook who had made us all breakfast.
"Well good morning sleepy head" Mya said shoving a fork full of eggs down her throat
"Morning" I wave sitting down
"Why was you so tired sis?" Bronny asked grabbing the tray of French toast
"I been really stressed about college" I shrug
"Don't be stressing like that" he told me
"I won't no more" I smile
We all talked and I thought Jade would've told him about the baby but she didn't.
I texted her secretly and she said she just couldn't and she might not even keep it. I asked why although it's none of my business. She told me her reasoning but I didn't think that was a reason to but her body her choice but I do wish she'll look more into it.
"So y'all gone tell us what y'all talking about?" Mikey looked over at me on my phone
"No" I shake my head eating
"Ion know y'all both had y'all phones out. Y'all talking about me?" Bronny asked
"No lebron jr" Jade said kissing his forehead
"Mhm okay" he looked across the table at me and I looked away
"She know something" Amari big mouth ass said
"Ion know shit" I say
"Mhm then why you look always so fast?" He pestered
"Leave me alone I'm tired" I get up leaving my plate
"Nah you need to eat" Mikey told me
"I'm full now" I go back upstairs going to the shower.
"I'll be back"
Jade POV
"You think she'll tell him?" Mya asked when everybody else scattered
"I hope not" I say messing with my hands
"Ion know I think Aya keeps secrets really well" Alexa drank her orange juice "this nasty"
"I know Apple juice way better" I say
"Eww hell nah" Mya said
"You're delusional if you think orange juice better than apple juice" I say sitting on the couch.
"So how's god mommy's baby" Alexa said
"I don't know if I'm keeping it" I try to not make eye contact
"What?" They both ask
"I said-"
"We heard what you said you just sound dumb saying it" Mya shrugged
"We're not ready for a kid" I whisper
"You did the deed lil mama you ready" Alexa said
"I'm not"
"If you wasn't ready you shouldn't laid down" Alexa told me
"I know but I don't know"
"Whoops" Mya threw her hands in the air
I don't wanna get too attached to this baby for the simple fact I don't know if I want it. I mean abortion isn't the only option adoption is too I just can't have a baby before he's career even takes off.
A/n: this chapter was short most of it was taken up by my personal life I just had to let it out. While I was talking about the part with me crying I cried again 😂😂. I'm such a baby. Now if this was all said face to face I would still mask it up and cry later I can't let them know what they said hurt me or they joke about it some more and all make me have a strong hate for them. But I took it to heart more so because we're really close and she's like my sister. But enough of that the next chapter will be longer. And it will actually be the story.
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