⚠︎𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘺 𝘋𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦⚠︎[𝙊𝙞𝙨𝙪𝙜𝙖 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮]

18

☔︎𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙶𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚋𝚢𝚎☔︎

Suga's Pov: 

I felt as if the raindrops around me where going in slow motion as Iwaizumi told me what was happening. 

"You're leaving..?" I asked, in disbelief. 

"Yes. I need a break from the gang and...other stuff." He admitted. 

"You will be back, right?" I asked, looking into his green eyes. 

"Yes, I will be back but, I'll be gone for a few weeks." He said. 

"Where are you going?" I asked. 

"I'm going to spend time with my family. It will make my mind clearer again." He said. 

"I understand." I mumbled. "But why? What is the reason for this?" 

"It doesn't matter." Iwaizumi said, looking away from me. 

"Yes it does. Tell me." I ordered. 

"No." 

"Yes."

"Suga just stop. No." 

"Tell me!" 

"Fine! It's because of you and Oikawa!" He admitted. 

"What did we do? Tell me so we can stop and you can stay." I said, grabbing his hands. 

"You can't stop love Suga! Even if you want, you and Oikawa can't stop your love for each other! And you can't stop my love for you!" Iwaizumi shouted. 

It echoed through the space around us, and no one was around since it was pouring rain. 

"Iwa...-" I started, but I was cut of. 

Iwaizumi grabbed my neck, but didn't choke me. He just kissed me deep enough that I forgot whose air I was breathing. After a minute or so, he broke the kiss and rested his forehead around mine. We looked into each others eyes, too out of breath to say anything. We just stood there, in the pouring rain, not knowing that it could be the last time we saw each other. 

"Suga, I'm leaving because I need to forget you, I need to heal. I can't heal in the place I got hurt." Iwaizumi said, breaking the silence. 

"I'm sorry. This is my fault." I whispered, tears forming in my eyes and falling down my face. 

"Don't blame yourself for falling in love Suga. Never do that. I'm sure we will meet in another life, and we will find that this really wasn't wasted time." Iwaizumi said, wiping the raindrops and tears from my cheeks. 

"I'll miss you. Please come back soon." I mumbled, leaning into his touch. 

"I will. Take care of Oikawa, ok? Love him. Let him love you." Iwaizumi said, as his hands left my face. 

"I will. Stay safe Iwa. Call me or text me so I know you're good, ok?" I asked. 

"I will Suga. Goodbye." He said, waving and opening the door of the car. 

"Goodbye Iwa." I said, as he got inside.

I felt myself cry more as he drove away. I stood there, rain pouring down on me. I watched until his car left the gang city. My heart felt heavy as the gates closed. I was lost for a while, until two arms wrapped around me from behind. 

"He will come back Suga, don't worry." The person spoke. 

I felt more tears come to my eyes as I identified the voice. I turned around and hugged the person tightly. Their arms tightened around me too. 

"It was my fault Oikawa." I mumbled, crying into his chest. 

"It wasn't Suga. It wasn't mine either. It's no one fault." Oikawa said, holding me tighter. "Lets go home, yeah?" 

I nodded and Oikawa picked me up. We walked a little and then I opened my eyes to see Oikawa's house. Well, my house too. He opened the door, and set me down. He then closed the door behind me. 

"Lets go upstairs, you need a shower. You're dripping wet from the rain." He said, picking me up again after we took our shoes off. 

I was holding onto him tightly as he took me upstairs. I was expecting him to take him to my bedroom. but he took me up to the third floor of the house. He walked into his room and into his bathroom. He set me down on the toilet and turned the bath tub water on. I watched as it filled up and the steam from the warm water filled the air. 

"I'll leave you to relax now." Oikawa said, wiping his hands on the towel hanging from the side of the tub. 

"No...stay, pls?" I begged, tugging on his jacket. 

He looked down at me and smiled. He then bent down and kissed my forehead. 

"Sure, I'll stay." He said, which made me feel better. 

He helped me take my wet clothes off except for my boxers. He did the exact same to himself. He then got inside the tub. I followed in after, sitting between his legs. I rested back onto his chest as he wrapped his arms around my waist. 

I felt tired, as if the world had drained me of all my energy. Being in the warm water made me feel sleepy, and Oikawa seemed to notice. 

"Go to sleep Suga. I'll make sure to take you to bed after you are warm." Oikawa said. 

I nodded, and laid my head back onto his chest, right under his chin. He kissed my lips softly, and kissed my forehead too. 

He lulled me to sleep, and kissed my forehead. Don't tell anyone that the big, bad wolf is a puppy in disguise. 

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Oikawa's Pov: 

I played with Suga's hair and kissed Suga's forehead as he fell asleep. The warm water even made me feel tired. However, even if I tried, I wouldn't be able to sleep right now. For I know, the main reason why Iwaizumi is leaving for a while is because I love Suga just like him, and unfortunately, Suga fell in love with me, not him. It felt heavy to know this.

To know my best friend, the man who has always been next to me since childhood, the man who supported my decisions and crap through my entire life, is now gone. I know it's not forever, but it still hurts. 

I hate myself for thinking that Iwaizumi would be there for me forever. Cause I never think that the last time is the last time. I think there will be more. I think I have forever, but I don't.