It's hard to love someone who still tastes of heartbreak and war. It's hard to comfort someone who has bathed in blood and walked through fire.
But it's okay, because I'm ready to burn with him if it means I can hold him a bit longer.
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Suga's Pov:
I sat up quickly in bed, letting out a loud shout. I felt tears start to stream down my face as I thought about the dream I just had.
I looked around and realised I wasn't in my room; I was in Oikawa's room. I also wasn't wearing the clothes from earlier. Now, I was in boxers and a huge, black shirt which was probably Oikawa's.
Suddenly, the door opened. I looked over and saw a worried Oikawa. He walked to the end of the bed, sat on it and brought me onto his lap.
"What's wrong Suga? I heard you shout...and you're crying." He said, wrapping his arms around me.
"I had a bad nightmare." I mumbled, crying into his chest. "It felt so real though. So real."
"Hey, it's ok angel, I'm here ok?" He said, squeezing me tighter.
"Stay w-with me." I whispered.
"Of course angel." Oikawa said, kissing the top of my head.
He didn't let go of me as he moved to lay in the bed with me. He snuggled me into his arms and brought the covers of the bed over our bodies. I rested my head on his chest and closed my eyes.
"Rest. I promise I'll still be here when you wake up." He said, and I nodded.
It took me a bit to get to sleep; but I eventually did.
-----2 Hours Later-----
I was woken up by Oikawa talking. I was confused to who was in the room, but I didn't realise he was talking on the phone. I shifted slightly to look up at him, and he indeed was talking on the phone. As soon as he realised I was awake, he wrapped up the talking and the phone call ended.
"Sorry for waking you up, angel." He said, putting his phone down and kissing my forehead.
"It's ok, I've slept enough." I mumbled, sleepy. "What time is it?"
"1:30am." He said, sitting up in bed.
I nodded and sat on his lap, bringing the covers of the bed over my shoulders so we could be warm.
"Who was calling you at this time of the night?" I asked.
"Iwaizumi. He called me to say he arrived at his family's home safely." Oikawa said, and I nodded.
(Warning: Sex, blow jobs, kissing and plenty of smut coming up. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.)
"Oikawa, I'm bored." I whined, looking up at his eyes.
"Oh, really?" He asked, his voice low.
"Mhm. Be a gentleman and kiss me, hard, so I can forget whose air I am breathing." I ordered, feeling very bold.
"Oho, so you like a gentleman who knows when not to be gentle?" Oikawa teased, his eyes filled with lust.
I smirked; and that was it. Oikawa grabbed the back of my head with his big hand, and leaned down, crashing our lips together roughly. I felt myself getting warmer as his other hand travelled under the shirt, that was not mine, and squeezed my waist tightly. I let out a groan as he bit my bottom lip, which caused my lips to part and his tongue shot inside my mouth. Mine joined too, and we fought for dominance; he won.
While this was going on, Oikawa was slowly pulling the shirt I had on up. We pulled apart so he could lift it off and then he took his one off too, before we went back to kissing. His hand, which was in my hair, travelled down to squeeze my waist just like the other one. I felt my heartbeat increase as his hands covered the entirety of my small and slim waist. His fingers dug into my skin tightly, which was probably going to leave bruises.
I groaned into the kiss and my hands went up into Oikawa's hair. I messed and pulled it as we kept kissing each other as if there was no tomorrow. I felt a certain thing getting excited in Oikawa's sweatpants, and I felt my heart beat increase at the thought of it...doing stuff to me.
"Oikawa...m-more." I mumbled, as we pulled away to breathe.
"Anything for you, my prince." He said, kissing my cheek.
I sat up from Oikawa's lap, using my knees to hold myself up, as Oikawa slipped his sweatpants off. With them, went his boxers too. I sat back down on his lap, and looked down.
I felt myself blush, and then I quickly looked up at him.
"Having second thoughts? We can always stop angel." Oikawa said, kissing my cheek.
"N-no...I want to k-know what it feels like." I mumbled, looking down again.
"As you wish, prince. What would you like first?" Oikawa asked, slipping his hands under my boxers to grip my ass.
"Let m-me pleasure you f-first." I said, before kissing him again.
He hummed and then we pulled apart. I moved to sit on his knees, and then I bent down so I could reach his dick. I'm not going to lie, it was big, definitely the biggest I've been with. I felt saliva in my mouth as I tried to think of how the fuck I was going to fit that in my mouth.
I breathed in deeply before wrapping a hand around his dick. I pumped it a few times, which earned me a few grunts from Oikawa. I then kissed the head before taking it into my mouth. It went in slowly, and when it reached the back of my throat, it couldn't go any further without me gagging. I wrapped my hand around the rest which I could not get inside my hand, and then I started to pump it as I moved my head back and forth.
The low grunts and swear words Oikawa was letting out made me know I was doing a good job. I kept the same slow pace, until Oikawa had enough. He grabbed the back of my head with his big hands, and started to thrust my head quicker. I gagged slightly as his dick went further down into my throat. I was drooling some saliva, but Oikawa wiped it away.
I grunted and after a few minutes, Oikawa pulled out of my mouth. Before I could recover my breath, Oikawa kissed me deep. I moaned into the kiss, as Oikawa sat me down on his lap again properly.
"What you want now, baby?" Oikawa asked, after he broke the kiss.
"I want..." I mumbled, feeling embarrassed. "In..me."
"Hmmm, what was that?" Oikawa asked, pulling my ass cheeks opened.
"You in me, please." I begged, my hands skimming over his muscular body.
"Good boy. You're mine, only mine."
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