Living for you

trigger

From that day in class, neither Phana ask nor i said what i wanted to say. 

But there was a change. We started spending time with each other . We somewhat become friends. I was also not in hurry to confess my love to him. I am enjoying this time with him.

WIth tests starting next, like everyone i was also studying late night in the library. 

Ming was also there with kit to encourage him. 

"Beam! how do we approach this case?", Kit asked me while scooting closer to me.

"oh this. It is a case of brochial asthema. The symptoms shown by the patient flu, allergic to pollens and most important, he is a chain smoker. We can treat this....", i explained it to him.

We were in the middle of discussing  a case of bipolar disorder, when Phana came. 

KIt was shocked to see him. I was not that surprised anymore. From last week, he always give me surprise visit, like right now. But that doesn't stop my heart to beating very fast.

He sat beside me and  put hand on the back of my chair " Which case you are studying?" he asked while taking paper from my hand to observe.

"its a case of bipolar disorder.", i replied while mentally tried to calm myself . "he is too close. oh my god i am going to blabber something stupid.", i screamed in my mind.

"How did you reach to this conclusion? Explain." he asked while looking at me in the eyes.

"too close. " i gushed in my mind. 

i got mesmerized when i looked at his face. Such an innocent eyes he has. 

"Bee. Back to earth.", kit  said in hushed tone while elbowing me.

"Ah.. you were saying something?", i asked Phana feeling embarrased , caught in gawking at him.

"brief me about this case.", Phana asked in amused tone while pointing at the paper.

"oh. yeah. So this is case of bipolar disorder. As patient's symptoms shows, Gary is a 19-year-old who withdrew from college after experiencing a manic episode during which he was brought to the attention of the Campus Police ("I took the responsibility to pull multiple fire alarms in my dorm to ensure that they worked, given the life or death nature of fires"). He had changed his major from engineering to philosophy and increasingly had reduced his sleep, spending long hours engaging his friends in conversations about the nature of reality. He had been convinced about the importance of his ideas, stating frequently that he was more learned and advanced than all his professors. He told others that he was on the verge of revolutionizing his new field, and he grew increasingly irritable and intolerant of any who disagreed with him. He also increased a number of high-risk behaviors – drinking and engaging in sexual relations in a way that was unlike his previous history. At the present time, he has returned home and his been placed on a mood stabilizer (after a period of time on an antipsychotic), and his psychiatrist is requesting adjunctive psychotherapy for his bipolar disorder. The patient's parents are somewhat shocked by the diagnosis, but they acknowledge that Gary had early problems with anxiety during pre-adolescence, followed by some periods of withdrawal and depression during his adolescence. His parents are eager to be involved in treatment, if appropriate.

Actually  this  case patient also shows the symptoms of bipolar disorder." i replied while picking up a paper from desk. 

"This  one. How so?", Kit asked.

"patient had childhood trauma. When he went through continuous torture , one day he killed those people in sleep . Next day when Police came, he denied have recollection of last night memories. He was scared when he saw the bodies. .... ", i was explaining in detail.

When i saw color drained from Phana's face.

he got up abruptly. "Excuse me. I have some an important work to do. ". He went away.

"OK. Bye", i said while looking at his retreating figure. I felt odd . But then Kit pinched my shoulder. 

"Aw. what was that for?", i asked in accusing tone.

"Why didn't you tell me that you are familiar with The hottest  guy of our universiy., The Phana." , KIt exclaimed with hearts in his eyes.

"Babe in case you forgot, i am here too.", Ming said in an annoyed voice.

"Hush babe. Let me gossip with my bestie", Kit said while ignoring his boyfriend.

Ming shrugged.

Oh no, no one can  stop Kit now. 

"Kit i was going to tell you that but you went with Ming on a vacation on the beach. And Phana and i have  just become  friends recently.", i replied patiently.

"Wow. The super intelligent, super handsome, greek god is your friend now. Have i told how many people fawn over me. I feel priviledged to sit on the same table with my idol. Tell me in detail about your first encounter with Our greek god. how did you become friends? Tell me everything.omg. omg",he was gushing like a teenager girl.

"later  Kit.Right now i have to go back to my dorm.",i replied while grabbing my books.

"You are such a spoilsport.",Kit  whinned. 

I pleaded with my eyes towards ming.

He got my sign.

"Babe Let Beam go. You can gossip with him tomorrow. You were saying na, you wanted see this movie. See,  i have booked tickets for both of us", Ming consoled Kit while showing his phone.

 "wow lets go. i am fed up with these cases. "

he said while literally  throwing papers in ming's bag .

"OK bye guys. See you tomorrow." , i said to them.

"Byt Bee", Kit replied in happy tone while his focus is on the tickets in the mobile.

"Bye Beam", Ming replied.

i smiled looking at his kit's antics .  Who will believe that this guy is studying medicine.

i went away from them.