Living for you

Regret

BEAM:-

this was like dream come true. My hero saved me once again. I was so shocked when i wake up and found myself on the same bed as him.

Then i composed myself. Said bye to him and see myself out. I would be lying i say that that i wasn't literally smiling crazily.

I just couldn't put my smile out of myface. So i took a taxi and went to bar to take car from there to my dorm. I was still smiling. This is the best day ever .

After getting dressed i went to university and sit beside Phana as usual.

I admired him in between but today first looked around.

He looked surprised while seeing sitting beside him.

"hii Phana" i said with a smile.

"hii" and went back to studies.

I maybe introvert in the past n even now. But when it comes to Phana i never feel awkward.

Even it took time for me to comfortable with Kit. But that's not the case with Phana.

I feel an unusual connection with Phana. I found solace in him. I could connect with him instantly. When he saved me in high school from bullies. He inflicted such a fear in them that they never had the guts to bully me ever again. Even when Phana was gone.

Now in university even if i don't need his protection anymore, i still admire him from afar.

I know about his weekend activities. But still my admiration for him didn't lessen a bit.

Class is over, its lunch time now. I was having lunch sitting with my classmates. Yeah i got out my shell n talk to my classmates and have lunch with them from time to time.

But still limited communication, well i prefer it this way only.

"hey look cutest boy of medical faculty is proposing Phana the hottest boy. I think Phana is going to accept his rose. They are going to be an ideal couple. "one girl said to the other.

Other girl sighed looking at them and said "oh no he accepted the rose. I should have told him my feelings. But now its too late. They says right, "if you don't fight for what you want don't cry for what you loose.",she sighed again.

I sighed too. Because i also feel the same. Phana finally chose someone n his choice is great.

I sighed again and again. Thats what i left to do anyway.