Living for you

Trouble

"good night guys. I am going home.Bye Ming. Bye kit. See you tomorrow."i excused myself.

"are you sure you OK. I can drop youhome."Ming suggested.

But after looking at Kit's sleepingface. I decided not to trouble them anymore.

"no i am totally fine. I am still soberenough. But i think you should take Kit home. He is alreadysleeping."i said with a smile.

He took Kit with him and deposited himon the front seat of his car after then he waved at me"bye "

"bye"i replied. After that i wentback to bar use washroom.

I tried to look clearly. But everythingwas blur.

i cannot handle alcohol. I should havetaken Ming's offer. My head was spinning. So i tried to grab therailing.

"how dare you touch mygirlfriend"railing shouted. Wait what when railing starts talking.

Someone grabbed my color and punched meon the face.

I tried to open my eyes but no use. Iswear i wont touch alcohol ever again. I tried to grab something."Take me home" with those words i fell into sleep.

PHANA:-

I got out of washroom after havingmake out with random girl. I don't remember her name but it was not good so i left her there. I was thinking of going home. Ah homestrong word, for me it is a house that is made up of concrete with nofeelings attached. I was going towards exit then i saw a commotionis going on over there.

I thought of minding my own business nignore it completely. But then i saw that guy's face, innocent like achild. Before i can stop myself my legs are taking me towards him.But before i could reach there

somebody punched him and he fell on thefloor. I reached near to him with long strides. I touched his face tocheck for injuries, he was blabbering something. I was boiling inanger by looking at his bruised face. I glared back at the guy whopunched him. He got shocked by looking into my eyes and take a stepback.

I tried to get up to beat that guy. Buta hand stop me from getting up.

I looked down at my hand and at thehand owner who grabbed my hand and said something along with

the word "home" and got unconscious.

When i got distracted with this innocentboy.

That guy along with girl scrammed away.Consider his lucky day . I thought with clenched teeth.

Then i looked at this guy lying on thefloor once again. I sighed and took him into my arms to take him"home".

This day really was not in my favor.First, that girl was boring. Now i dont know why i got myselfinvolved in this person's problem. Then i remembered i dont know hisaddress. How will i be able to drop him to his home. How can hisparents allow this guy to go out without protection.

He cant even take care of himself. Whatif something happened to him. I felt fear for losing someone after along time. This whole thinking process is giving me a headache.

I sighed again. This is going to be along night.

I sat him up on the car, seat put seatbelt on and went to driver seat to drive to my destination i.e. Myhouse. I checked his pocket last time to find his address orsomthing. But nothing was in there except some slips and cash. Oh myheadache is coming again. Ok let me just him my house. There is noother way anyway. I will deal with him once he wake up.

I drove my car and in 15 minutes i wasin front of the house. I took him out of the car in my arms. Does heeven eat anything ? for a guy he is very light. I thought.

I took him to my room. There is onlyone room anyway besides kitchen and bathroom. Nobody is there tovisit me. So there was never a need of guest room. My living room isfilled with books everywhere.

I lay him down on the bed and went intothe kitchen to get first aid box. After cleansing his wound iapplied ointment on his face. There is swelling on his where he hegot punched. I thought in anger. I should have redesigned thatbrute's face. It ok there is always a next time.

I got up and decided to take a bathbefore sleeping. Ah sleep is far away from my eyes since a long time.

I took a shower and lay beside him. Iwas staring at his face. Innocence and kindness is oozing out fromhis face. I was always good judge of character. My observation sayshe is kind of person who think about others before him. My eyelidswere feeling heavy. With the thought of the guy laying beside idrowned into peaceful sleep after a long time.

In the morning:-

I heard a movement beside me. I openedmy eyes saw him cocooning himself in the blanket.

I stared at him and stared at him.

After half n hour he opened his eyes.He looked at me n smiled then he closed his eyes again. After aminute he opened his again this time he looked at me with those bigeyes.

Then he shouted "aaahhaaa...." nthrow himself on the floor. Still looking at me with big eyes.

"am i dreaming?"he whispered.

"No you are not . Now you are done.You can see yourself out."i said to with cold voice.

"where am i ? how did i gethere?"Beam asked.

"last night in the bar you got unconscious. There was no one to take care of yourself. So i had totake you here with me in my house. You should limit your drinking."isaid in reprimanding tone.

"thank you so much for taking care ofme. And sorry for troubling you. My name is Beam"he gives his handfor handshake.

"Phana Kongthanin . It was nottrouble at all. "i said.

"okk. I think i should go. Its timefor my class.thanks once again."Beam said.

"no problem. bye"i said.

"bye"he said n went out of thehouse.

He looked back one last time smiled andwaved at me.

I waved back.

He is gone. Why does this house feel soempty?

"No Phana don't think about it. Theseemotions are not for you. You are fine just the way you are livingfor yourself. Nobody else."i thought internally.

I went to take shower after orderingfood.

I went to university by my car.

Monday, start of hard work till friday. With that i entered my class and directly went to take my frontcorner seat. After some time room starts filling with students.

"Good morning Students. Today we aregoing to talk about human respiratory system."lecturer said.

N went on and on.

I have already covered this topic. Butattendance is necessary and its not bad to read about it once again.Revision time will saved for something productive.

I looked around my classmates for thefirst time. I saw a familiar face just beside me.

What is Beam doing here? He feltsomeone looking at him he smiled and said "hii Phana".

"hii"i said and start readingsomething on notebook. I cant afford to get distracted at this stageof my life.

I have to avoid this guy. I could notallow myself to become weak again. I will not allow myself to feelany emotions even just anger for other. Only i am there for myself.