cobra kai imagines

hawk: help me find me, please

word count: 1216. yikes!

it was currently 8:30 pm. i was in my room waiting for hawk to text me back.

hiii
what are you doing?
read 6:47 pm
are you okay?
what's wrong?
text me when you can please <3
delivered 7:36pm

he usually responds pretty fast. i'm not quite sure what's going on. actually, ever since eli, well hawk, joined cobra kai, i never know what's going on. i always have to find out from sam or demetri. it gets annoying that he doesn't tell me this stuff. it's been about 20 minutes since i last checked my phone. i jumped out of the shower and noticed i had notifications. but they weren't from who i wanted them to be from.

sam 🤎: hey, we really need to talk.

me: what's up? is everything okay?

sam 🤎: can you call?

me: yes ofc

incoming call from sam🤎

answer decline

"hello?"

"h-hey y/n" she sounds as if she's been crying

"sam? are you okay? have you been crying?" i ask

"yeah, i'm sorry i just had a panic attack." she says. sam recently got panic attacks when tory attacked her at the school fight. i've known her forever, she never had this issue before. but i've learned how to help her.

"it's okay love, so what's up? what did you need to talk about?" i say with confusion in my voice

"it's about hawk..." she says. it always is

"what did he do now?" i say quietly

"well you see, chris texted me saying that cobra kai was messing with him at his shift at Golf n Stuff. so we showed up to show them we can't be messed with. we started fighting until" sam takes a long, shaky breath "tory and some other guys showed up. i totally choked and hid somewhere to deal with my
panic attack. i look around and see everyone getting absolutely beaten up by cobra kai. and i-i couldn't do anything because i couldn't move. but something catches my eye. it was hawk. he was holding demetri a certain way. i was confused at first but realized what he was going to do." i cut her off

"sam please tell me," she continues

"y/n, hawk broke demetris arm." those words... they were my breaking point

"t-this is a joke right? this has to be."

"i'm so sorry. i have to go, my moms here. call me later yeah?"

"of course." and with that she hung up

*3 texts from 'eli<3'

eli<3: hey
eli<3: i messed up
eli<3: please text me back

me: we should talk...

eli<3: yeah. i'll be at ur house in 10 okay?
read 9:04pm

i awaited for eli. i was so anxious. i didn't know what he was going to say. it hurts to say but i'm scared of him. i don't know what he's capable of, i feel like i don't even know him... i hear a knock on my window. i look and it's eli. he's there with a small smile. i go over to him and open the window

"hey." he says walking in

"hi" i say. i walk over to sit on my bed. he stands in front of me

"we should talk" we say in sync.

"you first" i say

"i'm so sorry. i've been treating you like you're a nobody. you're my girlfriend and deserve so much more. i don't know what's been getting into my head. i can't even recognize myself sometimes. but i messed up really bad today and i don't know what to do." he says. i can tell he's holding back tears.

"i know what you did." i say sighing. "i wish i had found out from you instead." i say looking at him. he sits next to me. we stare at the wall in front of us. sitting in silence thinking of what to say.

"i'm sorry." he says

"sorry? sorry?! i don't even recognize you anymore! i don't know where you are, who you're with, what you're doing, how you've been. none of it!" i say standing up in front of him. "you leave me here worried sick about you. just to find out you're all around breaking your friend arms? what is that? what kind of sick human does that?" i say as angry tears flow my eyes

"you wouldn't understand even if i tried telling you! all you ever do is be the clingy bitch you are!" both our eyes widen at his words. "no i didn't mean to say that"

"clingy? clingy?! oh so gosh darn clingy i am! because i care for my BOYFRIEND! i am so clingy for being caring and looking out for him." i sigh and look down.

"look i didn't mean that. you aren't clingy and i know you just want to look out for me. but i can look out for myself"

"can you? because every time you get into a situation, you're at my door instantly. i am so sick of getting calls from our friends hearing what sick shit you did. i'm tired of it. i really am."

"i have a reason for how i am. i don't just do what i do for fun" he says

"oh so you bully others including your best friends because you're really just trying to hide that  insecure boy that was always made fun of? you've become who you feared the most hawk." he tenses as you call him that. you dated him before he was hawk. so he only let you call him eli

"don't call me hawk, please princess don't."

"i'm not going to call you eli because right now, i don't see eli. i see hawk. and i hate hawk so much. the way he ignores everyone who cares for him, those who love him, and those who really stuck around for him through the times he was bullied."

"the old me is long gone. i've gotten used to it, so should you." he says

"i miss the old you. i really do."

"y/n i'm sorry, please believe me i am. i've lost myself. i cant find myself anymore. i don't know what i've become. but i've become more confident in myself."

"confidence is one thing, being a dick is another. this isn't the boy i fell in love with."

"you fell in love with a fucking nerd"

"yeah he might've been a nerd, but he was my nerd. my shy, innocent, insecure nerd. who wouldn't go around breaking peoples arms and faces." he stays quiet
"i miss the real you. not this front you have been putting up." i walk up to him and cup his cheeks. "find yourself okay? and once you do, you know where to find me." those words did it for him. he fell into my arms absolutely sobbing

"i cant find myself alone. p-please y/n. i cant be without you. help me find me. please"

and so she did. she helped him find himself and better himself. and together, they were unstoppable
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sooo that was really long... i've had this imagine in my head for so long i had to write it. let me know what you think!

-jazzy <3