TW// Derealization, Panic attacks, gore (?)
Tubbo POV
Jesus.. weeks. No months. It's almost been one year since Tommy had left. I miss him, well kinda. I can't afford to tell anyone because they will be like "See! You would regret it!" and I don't really want that. I fucking flew into Dream's bullshit and allowed myself to hurt Tommy like that. Can he trust me anymore? Most likely not..
"Tubbo?" A voice whispers as the door creeks open.
I jump with suprise. Quackity.
"Yes Quackity?" I mutter, fiddling with the tiny horns that lay in my hair.
"You okay?" The blackette asked.
I nod slightly. No I wasn't. I finally got my head out of my ass and realized my mistakes. GODDAMMIT! TOMMY COULD'VE BEEN HERE NEXT TO ME! THAT GREEN BASTARD! FUCK! FUCK.. FUck... fu...ck...
"TUB..O C...N YOU HEA.. ME?!" Someone yells. I can't hear. Why can't I hear? Nonononono...
My vision has tiny black dots invading my sight, now covering what I see. I grab my hair and curl up in a ball, letting my wet eyes slam shut. Why? Is Tommy okay? Please be okay. Be fine. I can't loose you yet..
Tommy POV
My heart pounds. I'm sitting still. I'm as stiff as a cutting board but yet; my heart is beating so fast. Fuck. Paniking...nonononono NO! I need to calm down.. I'll be okay. Ghostbur cares, Quackity cares.. Dream cares......Tubbo...ca..res..? I don't know. I just need to fucking calm down.
Time seems to slow. I don't know who I am anymore.. what am I doing. I look around, my glossy eyes slamming closed. Nothing feels real. Is it real. Fuck.. Is this normal. No.. it can't be. I'm going insane. But yet I feel as light as a feather. Is Dream here? Wait... is he real..? My breathing hurts. It aches to inhale. Nonono! It's not real.. I'm not real..? Am I? Is Ghostbur real? I don't know... shit.. Tubbo? Dream..? GHOSTBUR?! PLEASE!!
I sob and whine as my breaths turn into breathless wheezes and paniked breathing. My lungs go numb making it seem impossible to grip onto one single gasp or air. Tears drag down my cheeks, making them pink from the heat.
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I scream. It hurts to breathe. I can't feel a thing..
Tubbo POV
A scream. That's what I hear. It sounds like... Tommy...? NO! Tommy's fine..
"Tubbo?" A familliar voice calls.
Dream.
"Yes Dream?" I sigh, turning to the tall masked man.
"I want Mellohi." He said.
What?
"No? Why!" My voice aches.
"Give me it." Dream growls.
"No!" I groan.
Dream pulls out his sword, getting closer to me.
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"Dream... stay back..!"
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"Get back! Stay away!"
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"Dream! Please!"
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"DREAM! PUT THE SWORD DOWN!"
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"STOP!"
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"NO!"
I scream. It hurts. It fucking hurts. I look down. Blood stains my suit. This can't be happening.
"Next time, don't be so stupid and give me Mellohi." Stares Dream; walking off.
My stomach has a massive gash, blood clumps already forming at the entrance. I sob.
Tommy.. I'm sorry..
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