DISCONTINUED
TW: rape, self harm, harsh words, cheating
A girl who is getting constantly bullied and is in a toxic household tries multiple time to END her life but it just doesn't work.
DAIJAS POV Lani: answer my question! D: can I go back to my room now? Why the fuck do y'all even want me out here right now huh Jai: because we gotta talk D: about what *still sad* Jai: about what just happened They were all sitting while I was standing up Kobe: It was a mistake When he said that all my sadness turned into anger D: oooh a mistake really? Kobe: sunny I didn't do it on purpose I was just tempted because of her and she made me do it. I looked at Aya in disbelief she looked like she was finna swing on him AS SHE SHOULD D: I tempted you? I made you kiss me? Really? Your gonna sit here and lie now? Kobe: why would I lie about this? D: oh well since THIS is what we're doing now this nigga would not leave me alone yesterday he kept touching me and kissing me and he actually said he doesn't want sunny he wants me. S: WHAT!? D: Do you have a lie for that?? Kobe: I didn't say that D: ohhh so your saying you want me to keep talking? Ok fine a few weeks ago he did the same thing S: but you knew he was with me D: no I didn't *laughs sarcastically* S: YES YOU DID! YOUR THE REASON ALL OF THIS IS HAPPENING HE DID NOTHING WRONG D: Cool get out of my face now. S: or what Aya: unt un bitch you betta move S: yo small ass not gon do shit go sit down this between me and her Aya looked at me and I gave her permission Aya: girl if you don't go sit your white unseasoned ass the fuck DOWN ABD SHUT UP GET THE FUCK OUT OF HER FACE STUPID HOE she didn't listen. I went and went to the kitchen and they all followed me. D: can I go back to my room now? *I said picking a glass up* S: no bitch we not done D: sunny I swear on my fucking mother if you don't move She didn't move. I raised the glass and was about to hit her in the head when I got pulled back Kobe: WTF IS YOU DOING?? FUCKING WEIRDO THATS WHY NO ONE BELIEVES YOU Lani: yo. You serious? You really serious right now?Kobe don't make me get my phone out Kobe completely ignored her and started yelling in my face. Yes I did start crying but out of anger then I slapped him in the face D: I hate you. I HATE ALL OF YOU *I said before walking to my room* Aya and Bria followed me and locked my door D: my dad was right I should've still told him *I said before crying* Aya: it's okay Daij we gotchu D: I just embarrassed myself Bria: no you didn't. You were angry, annoyed, hurt, frustrated, etc but that's fine because you were expressing your feelings D: but that doesn't change the fact that I still looked like a fool either way Aya: stop saying that you did nothing wrong. He's to dumb to realize what he did They comforted me until I fell asleep. Meanwhile kobe and sunny were arguing
NARRATORS POV AGAIN S: was she lying or were you lying? Kobe: obviously she was lying Jai: Kobe... Kobe: what? Jai: bro... tell her Kobe: tell her what? I didn't do nothing Lani: my nigga you just lied! S: I don't have all night just tell me the truth! Kobe: *sigh* I lied S: fuck you you knew we were together and she didn't. Kobe: I'm sorry I guess S: THE FUCK YOU MEAN "I GuEsS" Kobe: ion know bro S: you know what? Kobe: what? S: me and you...done Kobe: oh. okay She packed her stuff and left Lani: you don't care? Kobe: nah Derek: wh- Kobe: don't worry bout it
THE NEXT TWO DAYS *SATURDAY* I've been in my room for two days. It's Saturday and we leave tomorrow lani, Derek or Jaiden would always bring food and drinks to my door for me. The only time I'd leave my room is if lani texted me saying he went out or something, Bria and Aya stayed In our suite in a different room. Today I decided to go get my Chick-fil-A since it got delivered to me but when I was coming back I saw him standing there I tried so hard to ignore him Kobe: can you please talk to me D: there's nothing to talk about Kobe: yes there is *grabbing my arm* D: move! And no there's not Kobe: why did you do it? D: what the hell did I do this time Kobe: you caused a scene at the restaurant and here D: no all I did was give you the necklace back Kobe: CAN YOU JUST TALK TO ME ABOUT IT? D: can you just move Kobe: avoiding me is not gonna solve anything D: I know and I don't care Kobe: da- we broke up D: ok? Kobe: I told her the truth and we broke up D: ok cool Kobe: please just tell me why you did that D: there's really nothing for me to say it's wayyyy to late to say what I needed to say anyways Aya came out of a room Kobe looked at her then back at me. Kobe: what do you mean it's to late? Aya: she was supposed to tell you on wednes- never mind your so fucking clueless it was hella obvious your dumbass just never noticed Kobe: can you just- D: OH MY GOSH! I LIKED YOU OKAY! THAT! THATS WHY ALL OF THIS HAPPENED Kobe: what? Before he could say something else I went to my room, locked my door and ate but my phone kept blowing up
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Wc: 986 I kinda feel like y'all not really liking this book anymore but that's fine because this chapter was ass anyways
