-- I do not own the artwork above.- although I am the owner of the whole book cover ( photography) Thanks for the pose>>@CierraSmith213
--also I hope that you somehow enjoy my random way of a story poetry, as it may seem like a mess.
;D sorry if it might be hard to understand as well, or if it may sound a little funny, lol also to any wrong spelling and grammar.
To Sleep, is to Dream Forever.
I want to be where I think I belong.
a place that's not reality.
a place of no Human destruction.
a place where its quiet, or the only sounds I hear is a piano playing its lovely tune.
I know I want to live there.
Be there forever, for a eternity.
To be there, you will feel nothing but delight.
this place is beyond are world
a unknown place we visit, just for a while.
I want to stay there, not just visit on a ocasion.
To sleep, I lay feeling the softness of blankets and pillows.
Eventually I fade into darkness, and a faint light appears.
"Darling you believe it is here you belong? were you believe you must stay?" "I do, I do. Please let me stay."
With such sadness, I have been rejected.
I cant be there, I'm human and its impossible to belong?
Reality she says is most fit for me.
Empty-ness now consumes me.
my mind wanders for hours.
Days I go restless, upset with the light of that place.
Years my mind has gone, thinking.
For me to sleep I dream.
for the dreamland is the place.
the place I believe I belong.
The answer that must settle my mind.
the solution to rest confusion of my feelings.
I must. I want. I will never give up to where I believe I belong.
The light was wrong, it had to be.
It cant stop me now.
it is my life after all know one has control but me.
accidents can happen but quietly without a word. I can be gone, I trust I wont hurt anyone.
One, two, three handfuls I swallow.
soon everything will be a relief.
Soon all feelings will be comfortably numb.
Soon I will be in the dark again.
because I have found my answer.
to be in dreamland.
I have to sleep forever.
to dream forever....
Gone away for life.
the light whispers, " it wasn't your time. That is why you don't belong. you should have believed then, I was right. A life in reality is rare, to only feel once. In dreamland you can never have any sort of feeling." "To love an be loved you can never feel the real thing again."
sadly that's true but with a smile and joy I spoke " for many years I felt things. I know all of it, I have gone through it all. To be in dreamland is my wish. A place where my imagination can finally run free. where my mind is finally at ease. because now i know that's all I want all I will ever need."
Finally its all come to a end.
I soon fall asleep, in such a deep, deep sleep.
I become Breathless, with a smile, my eyes close slowly.
The Darkness can can now take me.
The light says "don't worry, don't be afraid, you will be saved. The light will now hold and purify you."
its all delightful as I said before. Where I knew you could feel at least the only feeling that matters.
I rise above where I knew even if I dont feel everything I have felt back in reality.
I get the main feeling of joy and to finally be in peace with my family above.
My last tear, my last loving of another, my last regret. all washed away, where I soon will forget.
I am finally gone.
With no worry in this world, and nothing but peace being here.
its a white room I will soon fill with my art.
my mind is awake and ready to draw out my own dream world, where I knew I could be, where I knew I should be.
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Emotional Frustrations
PoetryThis is my First Book. Filled with; my raw emotions, many metaphors and similes, mostly poetry and little bit of short stories. Hope you enjoy it! ♥ * The only art work I claim is the first front cover. same as chapter 2 ( photography work.) :D for...
