Emotional Frustrations

Missing You

NOTE;*(This is dedicated to a few people very dear to me, that I no longer have or are not near me where I can see them)* -
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six years, ten years have passed

I can't remember when I saw you last.

hours and days go by and even you, occasionally cross my mind

was I the first to say goodbye? did you leave me here alone to cry?

I loved the time we spent together

through summer days and winter weather

I'm just not the same without you near, with you only, I can trust to drink a beer.

you make me feel safe, living without fear

but it is the thought of you that keeps me here.

I miss the things you did, The things you do

even miss the simple scent of your shampoo

The food you made the way you made it, was so perfect no wonder why everybody ate it

you brought a smile upon everyones face

you were absolutely beautiful and full of grace

I lay here falling apart

upset from the start

I'm just missing you and wishing you.........would come back...to my heart.

I love you so dearly, are you ever coming back here anymore?

the thing that never crossed my mind till now is, do you look down on me do you even care about me anymore?

have you seen what I have done, and what I'm doing?

I hope I make you proud I hope I make you smile, like I once felt and did for you when you were here.

without you here I feel alone

when I'm basically laying here staring at the phone.

I miss the tone of your voice.

I can barely remember anymore.

your dissapearing slowly away from my mind. But thank god when I see something that reminds me of you, it awakens my heart.

Its Because you stay deep within my heart where you'll never go away.
And we will never grow apart.

I can never stop. Will never stop, Missing you till its The end of Me.