Babe, I Love You

You're My Home

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Content warning: 💦💦💦
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Yejin couldn't understand what she's exactly feeling at the moment. The man she's been looking and waiting for so long is now in front of her— on his bended knees, hugging her hips so tight while crying. Though she's been anticipating this moment to happen for how many years, she didn't see this to occur tonight in her LA trip. This is totally unexpected for her.

Yejin doesn't know what to do. She doesn't know what to react, how to handle this right now, or where to start. It's making her crazy. She couldn't think straight. The only thing that her body could recognize is that her chest is so tight, and it's making her hard to clasp an air to breathe. The tears that she's been keeping for too long won't stop flowing down on her cheeks. Her heart is in shock and in pain at the same time.

Until she found Bin slowly standing up from the floor and started moving his hands to place on each side of her face. She gazes up, absentmindedly following all of Bin's movements in front of her.

"Yej..." Bin breathed, almost inaudible while his thumb started wiping her tears away.

Bin's hand trailed down from her arm and caught Yejin's right hand. He clasped her fingers together to form it into a fist. He brought it on top of him and started punching it directly on his chest. It was slow at first until it gradually became harsh and powerful.

"Hurt me! Punch me! Show your anger at me!" Bin chortled, his voice was shaking without stopping in guiding her strikes by the wrist.

Yejin bowed down her head and started punching him with force under her own pressure.

"It's not enough! Punch me harder, Yej!" Bin shouted.

Her cries grew higher and her shoulders were shivering heavily. She's not talking. She just keeps on punching him until she can already feel that she's getting tired. She could no longer release any energy from her body.

"I— I can't do it anymore." She tried her best to murmur those words under her heavy breaths.

Yet, Bin harshly grabbed her hand again and brought it upward to slap his own face using her palms. He kept doing it for how many times until Yejin forcibly grabbed her hand from his clenches. She covered her face using her palms, and she continued crying like a baby. She couldn't stop her tears. It feels like her whole body and face began getting numb out of turmoil.

Lightly, Bin found himself lifting both of his arms towards her and pulled her into a hug. Her face landed above his chest and his hands immediately rubbed her back very gently.

"I'm sorry, baby... Shhh... Please stop crying." He tightened on hugging her and closed his eyes. "Seeing you cry because of me hurts me more than not being by your side for how many years." He breathed beside her ear.

When Bin was about to kiss her on the forehead, Yejin slowly pushed him away to get out from his embrace. Her tracks started moving a few steps away from him and Bin felt like his heart was being beaten by a jackhammer. He brushed his palm over his face and his knees were starting to bend down again on the floor. His whole body and heart are in pain. He felt like he wanted to punch his own face and jump out from the hotel's building.

I think Yejin doesn't want to see me again. I think Yejin doesn't love me anymore.

Bin got snapped out when he suddenly heard a big splash sound not far away from him. He immediately turned his head and his eyes widen in shock when he saw it was Yejin who fell on the pool. Bin got panicked and hysterically stood up. He harshly took off his blazer suit and jump off to the pool as fast as he could.