Amnesia (BTS's Jungkook Fanfiction)

- Euphoria 11 -

But sooner than expected we left for Taoyuan again. The next concert was waiting for us. It was a short trip since BTS had a break right afterwards again. But being a bit out of the schedule, it felt like the first concert and I could feel the boys' excitement and happiness clearly. They were really hyped up for the show and it infected Leo and me. Therefore, it was rather no wonder that Jungkook almost overdid it and hurt himself on stage. Luckily, it was nothing serious and happened during encore performances. He could finish the concert but limped a bit when he came back. Concerned I ran over to him and even before reaching him, I asked: "Are you alright?" He smiled bravely and nodded: "Just a slight bruise." The medic staff came over and looked at it. It only took them five minutes or so until they decided that it indeed was nothing serious and he just had to rest his foot now. They bandaged his ankle and explained to me that he "only had twisted it". I hurried over to him and reassured myself that he was feeling well. Instead of me caring about him it felt like him calming me down when he told me that everything was alright. I was still a bit suspicious and for the next few days watched over him like a guarding dog, making sure he didn't overdo it. Sometimes he rolled his eyes at me but then immediately got scolded from the other members who told me that otherwise he wouldn't take care of himself enough. But sometimes he also smiled at me, stating that it was pretty cute how much I cared. After getting the okay from doctors to roam around like usually, nothing could hold him back anymore and with new awakened spirit he dragged me to every place in the city that we agreed on visiting beforehand. I was just glad that he was fine again and surrendered.

Before leaving for the next few stops of the tour, we went back home again. Together with Leo and the boys we spent Christmas happily and I considered being together the biggest present of them all. But I also didn't mind the drawing of me in our garden "doing something with plants that nobody understands" that Leo made for me, the pot plant from Namjoon or the oversized hoodie Jimin gifted me. Apart from that I got a korean cook book from Jin and Agust D merch from Yoongi, a framed photo of all of us in London from Tae, a Cookie-plushie from Hoseok, a care package from Em and a book I wished for together with an elegant winter coat from Jungkook. We also video called Em and talked to her for forever before leaving her alone with Namjoon. I had put on one of Jungkook's jackets and cuddled up to him while watching the fire burn down in the chimney. I smiled as Jin was making one bad pun about the similarities between "Jimin" and "chimney" after the other with Jimin complaining in the background and ignored Yoongi's snoring. Hoseok was laughing like crazy over the situation and Tae and Leo were cuddling just like Jungkook and me. It really felt like Christmas with the family and I was so happy watching all those beloved people, doing what was so typical for them. It was one of the best Christmases ever.

We also spent New Year's Eve altogether with Em. While congratulating each other to survive another year and wishing everyone the best for the new one, we were drinking some alcohol and before I knew it, I was feeling tipsy again. The others started to tease me. But soon they stopped after figuring that I just laughed along with them. "That is no fun", Jin had sulked. We ate a delicious meal that Yoongi and Jin had prepared – with a lot of discussing on how to do what – and had great talks and a lot of laughter. And around 2am we finally headed to bed, sleeping in the next day.

The new year started with schedules again soon: Nagoya, Singapore, Fukuoka, Hong Kong and Bangkok were the last cities to visit and I was already thrilled. Every stop was an exciting and amazing experience and I didn't grow tired of the set list ever. All the cities were so different and colourful and I felt a bit guilty when I dragged JK around everywhere. Therefore, I sometimes persuaded Leo to go out with me or discovered every park, famous building or whatever crossed my path with some of the guys. I always thought I wasn't the right person for a celebrity's girlfriend but chose to dare it when I stumbled into Jungkook's life. And now here I stood – at the airport in Bangkok, on our way home – and felt it clearly: This was what I missed in my life. The thrill of travelling the world with the ones who are so dear to me. I knew how lucky I was and the happiness took over me. I felt like I could hug the world. I must had shown it because Jungkook smiled at me and asked: "What are you thinking about?" I looked at him: "This. You. Me. Everything." I realized myself how confusing that sounded, so I just sighed and wrapped my arms around him. "Whatever", I mumbled into his chest, "It was just the best vacation ever." "Glad to hear that", he chuckled and added: "Agreed." Then he kissed my head.