Suicidal? Channel

Chapter 1

Unedited

Izuku's unlocked quirk

Mentions death and 'suicide(?)'

Out of POV 

   There was beeping echoing through the room. Which soon Izuku felt his consciousness. He opened his eyes that were met by a clean, nearly white room. Hearing the heart monitor by his side was the only thing he could hear. Now, that confused him more. 

   'How am I not dead?' Izuku thought first as he tried to remember if there were any bystanders. 

'I should be dead already!' He started to think angrily at himself as he failed to do a single thing, in his head.

'How is it so hard to even do one simple task, and you still failed to do that.' He was in too deep in his thoughts tha6 he didn't realize someone was entering the room. 

   The person cleared their throat loud enough for Izuku to snap out of his thoughts and looked up at the person.

"Izuku Midoriya, right?", the doctor asked as he read the name of the clipboard out loud. Izuku nodded. The doctor fixed his glasses as he walked a little closer towards Izuku.

"You've been out for 3 weeks or so, but seeing you in a slight stable, you'll have to be here for a week before being released, because of the recent events.", the doctor said slightly uncomfortable about the attempted suicide. But soon he left the room. 

   Izuku still felt sore through his body but he was able to move around. A few minutes later the door busted open with a stressed and crying Inko with her arms open. She ran towards Izuku and hugged him tight. 

"Izuku, baby, I thought I lost you!", Inko cried out. Izuku started to have a wave of guilt crashing over him. Guilt of leaving his mother behind, she was so kind to him and would be devastated of him leaving her. 

   Inko let go and she slapped Izuku in the cheek but not too hard. Izuku was shocked and held his cheek where the slap was. 

"Don't you ever try doing that again, you hear me?! I can't lose you!", Inko yelled. Isuku still looked at her in shock but soon snapped out of it and nodded. 

"I won't try again.", Izuku said, slightly looking to the side. Inko smiled as she hugged him again.

"I'm glad.", Inko with relief. Izuku smiled down at his mother and hugged her back.

A week later
Izuku's POV 

   I was finally discharged from the hospital after a week. My mom was driving home while I was looking out of the window. We finally made it to our house and I was exhausted and wanted to feel my bed again after a month. 

   I finally collapsed on my bed after we went in. My mom said that she would be making lunch since it's the afternoon. I checked my phone to see anything new, but was still met with nothing, no surprise there. After an hour of checking the news my mom called me to tell me what lunch was ready. I left my room and went towards the dining table where my mom set up the table.

   "You could've told me to help you set the table.", I said as I sat down. I looked at the plate and my mom made katsudon. I smiled a little as I grabbed my chopsticks. My mom soon joined and sat down. We thanked for our meal and started to dig in.

   "Hey Izuku, I know this is out of the blue, but what happens in school?", Inko asked curiously, but she has an idea of what happens. Izuku started to stammer thinking of an excuse to use.