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I don't even know whats wrong
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It's been 1 week since that incident happened. Mix cry all day not wanting to eat or talk with anyone. He stopped shooting for his series. The director, Producer calls him everyday and as usual he lie to them that he's not feeling well. Nam comes to meet him everyday and mix was really thankful to him.

Now mix was sleeping after getting tried from crying. It was so fucking hard for him to seeing earth with someone else. He's body feels numb he don't have any energy to stand he just want to cry and cry.

Nam comes to mix's room with foods, nam knows mix will not eat anything so he thought to buy foods for him.

"Mix wake up", Mix hummed and opened his eyes. Nam places food on the plate.

"Eat this and then go and take bath", Mix hummed and finished his food and then he went to take shower while nam went to kitchen for washing dishes.

Mix come to downstairs. His eyes were puffy from crying his nose was all red and his voice was so soft.

Mix comes and sit on the touch watching tv and then nam comes and sit beside mix.

"Mix?", Nam said softly and mix looked at nam

"Can i talk to earth about you?", Mix nodded his head to no because he don't want nam to take stress because of him

"No nam I don't want you to take stress. I'm fine and about P'Earth if he is happy with someone else then I'm also happy. If he don't want to talk to me its okay there is reason behind it i know P'Earth he will not hurt me", Mix calmly said and nam just nodded and then shifted their attention to tv.

"You?", Mix was shocked seeing earth at his door. Nam went home long ago and mix was using his phone when someone knockes the door and it reveals, Earth.

"Yes, Me. Can't i come to see you?", Mix faked a smile after all this days earth remembered that mix is still alive.

"Come in", Earth went inside at sit at the couch followed by mix. Mix went to kitchen for making coffee.

"You don't have to make anything mix", Earth shouted and mix just come with an orange juice, mix take place in the couch beside earth.

"So there anything you want?", Earth gets shocked, usually whenever earth comes to meet him he was all happy and thankful but now he is asking earth that if he wants anything?

"What's up with you? Are you okay?" Mix smiled that he is okay but only mix knows how much he wants to cry in earth's embrace but earth belongs to someone else.

"Hmm, I'm here to tell you something" Earth happyily said and mix just look at him blankly.

"Are you ready mix?" Mix nodded and earth hold mix's hand gently, it was heaven for mix whenever earth touch him the world become heaven for him. Mix was hoping that it will be something good news which earth is going say.

"I found someone who will love me and take care of me who will respect my work and me so basically i found my life partner and she is-

Aranya.

And boom mix was all broken now he wants to cry but somehow managed himself to smile.

Love

Mix always wanted to feel love, because of his parents he get to know how beautiful love is, he was searching someone who will love as much as his parents love each other and he sees earth, Earth Pirapat. When they first meet, it was like a dream come true for mix, he was looking for someone and god sends earth to mix but now it all turned to hate, the love mix always wanted to feel that turned into hate.

"R-really?" Earth smiled knowing that mix was happy for him but mix was broken from inside.

"Yes, mix i found my love" Mix faked and congrats earth for finding Love.

"Congratulations P'Earth I'm happy for you and i hope you never leave each other" Smiling like nothing happened was hard for mix.

"Thank you mix and i have to go Aranya is waiting for me at her house" Mix smiled and then earth went and mix ran to his room and cried, all he could is cry, cry like a child managing himself to breathe, he called nam because it was getting hard for him to breathe, he take his phone and dialed Nam's number.

[Hello? Mix?] Nam hears mix sobbing

[N-nam i-i'm not a-able to breathe] Mix said trying to breathe

[I'm coming mix please try you can do it please mix] Mix nodded and cut the call breathing heavily after a minute nam come and rush to mix's room seeing that mix already passed out.

"Mix, wake up please" Nam was crying now seeing his best friend like this hurts him so much, he hold mix in a bridal style and ran to his car he opened his car and carefully put mix and then they went to hospital.

"Doctor check him please" Nam was all worried now, doctors take mix to emergency room and nam stand their praying that mix will wake up soon.

Its been 1 hour the doctors didn't show up and again after waiting for half an hour one doctor comes towards nam

"Is he fine doctor? Is there something wrong? What happened to him? Please tell me?" Nam was fucking worried now this is the second time it happened to mix, the first was when mix was shooting for ATOTS.


With me anymore.

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