He finally knows he fucked up. What he will say to aranya? Will Aranya accept earth's love for mix? When he will confess to mix? How will mix react? Is there something between mix and nam?
There are so many questions in earth's mind. Seeing mix with someone else hurts him badly. He regrets everything. He regrets staying away from mix. He regrets ignoring mix for someone else. He regrets making mix hurt.
But finally he accepted that he fell for his best friend and now he will do everything to make him and mix together.
He never saw Aranya as a lover. He respects arnaya but as a life partner no.
He finally knows what real love feels like. Now earth just want to confess his feelings to mix before it gets to late.
Earth went inside of hotel to talk with aranya. He slowly opened the door founding Aranya doing her make-up.
"Hey Aranya" Earth sitted in the bed facing aranya.
"Oh hey baby" Aranya said looking at earth and then she walked to earth and sitted on his lap.
"What happened baby?" Aranya said and earth stand making aranya fall in bed
"I want to tell you something" Earth said looking at aranya who just gets annoyed seeing earth's behaviour.
"Okay but we can talk later baby lets go and grab something to eat because I'm so hungry" Arnaya said pushing earth and then they made their way to cafe.
"Nam let's go I'm hungry" Nam wear his jacket immediately and then he holds mix hand and then they went. Nam don't tell anything about earth to mix.
Earth Pov :
I saw Mix and Nam holding hands being lovey dovey with each other. They are in the same cafe as me and aranaya. I have to talk to aranya before it gets too late. I was in deep thinking when aranya tapped me in my shoulder.
"What happened to you baby?" I just nods my head signaling that I'm okay then we started eating our food but my eyes are on mix who was so happy with nam.
There was a time when me and mix feel protected with eachother. When we share everything with eachother. We laughed together. We cried together but its all changed now.
It hurts
So fucking much
Our eyes meet and i smiled at him but he just ignored me. Yes, because i deserve this. I Fucking deserve this shit.
I want to go and hug mix so tightly that mix could never leave me again. Never.
I excused myself and went to washroom because its getting hard for me to see my love enjoying with other man.
I slammed the door and punched the walls hardly it was so painful but this pain could never compare to the pain which is now I'm feeling seeing my love with other man.
There was blood all over my hands. I tried to stop it but this fucking blood didn't stop. I opened the door and saw mix washing his hands. He turned and his eyes gets widened. Each time i get closer to him he just backed up but now he is stucked with me in the washroom.
"L-let me go" He said looking away from me. I missed this voice so much it makes me weak but now i will never going to leave this cute stuff who is now standing infront of me.
"Mix I'm earth your P'earth" I said softly looking at him he slowly looked at me and pushed me
"I-i don't want to see you" He said looking away i touched his chin making him to look at me
"I'm sorry" I softly said and then tears made their way through my eyes and mix noticed it
"S-sorry" I cried so Fucking much
"P'earth what happened to your hand? You are such a kid. can't you take care of yourself?" I finally got my worried mix who cares for me so much
"C-come with m-me" Then we went to a room and mix started wounding my hands.
"Mix?" I softly said he just hummed looking at me
"I'm sorry" I said cupping his face
"Why? You don't do anything wrong" He said smiling
"I did. I did wrong, i ignored you for someone else, i stop checking up on you, i stop talking to you. I did wrong mix. I'm so sorry mix" I cried and then he softly wipes my tears.
"Listening your voice I-its makes me calm. Oh and when you smile i-i-i-" I shuttered as i look into mix's eyes.
"Can't help but smile no matter how I'm feeling as if everything is going to be alright with you here. I can't seem to get you off my mind a-and if I am being honest i don't think I really want to. What I'm trying to saying-" I hold mix's hand caressing it gently.
"Is that I feel something I have never felt before with anyone but you mix and I believe that I'm- I'm in love with you mix seeing you with someone else hurts me and being apart from you realise me that you are the one with whom I want spend my whole life so as I Love You" I fucking finally say it.
Mix Pov :
He loves me? Yes he loves me he just confessed his love for me. P'Earth loves me.
I hugged him tightly crying on his shoulder. He softly caressed my hair. I looked at him crying he wipes my tears
"I-I love you too P'Earth" I said he smiled at me and kissed my forehead and then he looked at my lips then my eyes and then again at my lips. I licked my lips and suddenly he smashed his lips on mine I kissed him back and then he break the kiss and looked at me causing me to blush he whispers I Love You and then hugged me tightly as if he was afraid that i will leave him.
✦ Than any house ever did.
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What did I just write? I'm so sorry for the late update i hope you'll don't hate me for this and I'm not going to quit this story and also you guys are so freaking amazing man!! Thank you for loving this story. I hope you love this chapter also and sorry for any mistake! I love you and please stay safe my amazing people's ♡
