*YOONGI POV*
We get inside, and sit on the couch in the balcony.
The night is getting cold, just like my soul.
"Would you like some coffee?" I ask
"Uh no I'm good, thanks."
"Ok so where do I even begin." I say leaving a cold sigh.
"Beginning. I want to know everything that happened. And why you were so angry at her, I mean there must be something," she speaks, crossing her legs.
I lean back and begin...
"It was back in high school.. I was living my best life, I was in university that time. Well that's when I met that bitch. She was my... first love" I say, hesitantly
Talking about my love life with Yuna, makes me a little sad. In the past few days I realized that I have started developing feelings for her... I think its just shallow for now, but still it feels weird talking about Rachel.
"f-first love?" She says, kind of shaken
"Uh..yeah, I know you might be wondering why I'd ever like such a bitch but I was really naive. I fell in love with her. After sometime, we started dating and i realized she only reason she wanted me for my money, she only loved me for that... she was materialistic. All she cared about was money. She asked me to buy her expensive things. I was too blinded by her love, I guess" I explain
She shows a really shocked and sad expression
"This is bad." she sighs. "What about your best friend? She was yelling something about him" she asks
"Well, it was that night..." I explain as I myself see the flashback. "At a party, she was touching him, and I caught them making out with each other. I misunderstood and then argued with him. I was just... so stupid to believe Rachel. So that night,we argued, my best friend, he.... died in a car accident" I pause as I try to control the overflowing guilt.
I try my best to stop the tears from reaching my eyes but somethings just cant be helped. I look down, thinking about that night, once more... thinking about my friendship with hyunwoo.
I say, "He was really... the one who helped me get out of loneliness after I shifted to the new place, after I got away from my best friends. The best part about him was, he never judged me. He accepted me the way I was, with my flaws, addiction, and every single trait I ever had, which i have probably lost it all now, along with him"
Now these tears should let go right? I sigh once more before my whole body shakes in pain, as my tears fall continuously.
"Y-yoongi, wait, please dont cry. Please, look at me" she says.
"I can't. I'm such a mess, Yuna... I am the reason hyunwoo, my best friend, isnt here" I say, guilt ridden again
"No, dont say that!" She yells, as she holds my palms which are clenched in guilt. "Its not your fault, Yoongi... sometimes you need to forgive yourself. Dont be so harsh on yourself. It was her fault at first place."
I can't look at her with so much of guilt, but her words do imact me.
Maybe she is right, maybe I should forgive myself... but i just am stuck on that "maybe" because no one helps me out of this maze of thoughts
"Look I'll help you... I'll help you out of this nightmare" she states
"You will...?"
I finally look at her, my eyes are still teary.
"First dont cry." She says, with concerns. "Second, remember that rachel used you. She was a slut. She used you for money and flirted with your best friend, even though she was the love of your life! You must've been very angry when you saw them together. It's understandable. Instead of... holding this guilt, why dont you try to do something that can help you out of your sad bubble... it's not possible for you to do this alone, so i promise, I'll help you. I'll spend a lot of time with you, teaching you the importance of healing, the way to heal. Because you admit it or not, you've..."
"Not yet tried healing" we say together
"I know... but I just didnt know, why I should forgive myself" i say
"So I'll make you believe you should forgive yourself" she smiles
"You will...?" I say
"I really will" she says, with her hopeful smile. "I promise, yoongi."
I finally flash her a faint but painful smile.
"We will heal together yoongi" she says while smiling.
"Thank you yuna.. for understanding me, and my pain, it really means a lot to me" I say, holding her hands together.
"Don't say that, from today I'll make sure you're never thinking about that incident, and thinking that it was your fault.. and lastly that bitch." She grits her teeth.
"She deserves to rot in hell." She says. "Anyways lets lighten our mood for awhile hmmm?"
"Uh I'm so sorry I have no idea what to do..." I say in embarrassment.
"I know what to do."
"What..?" I ask tilting my head.
"Let's call your friends over! How bout that!"
"Well they already made that plan a while ago.. so they will be arriving any moment.."
"Damn. Why didn't you tell me earlier! Let's get going." She gets up and grabs my hand.
She pulls me to the kitchen with her.
"Mind telling me where the hell are you taking me?" I ask her.
"Kitchen. We have work to do."
What type of work-
She looks back and smirks.
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