My Nightmare

Chapter 34

When I got home, I was thankful Taehyung oppa wasn't home yet, so he wouldn't see my red eyes and asked where I was from. After parking my car, I rushed into my room, and without opening my coat, I lay down on the bed and covered my face with my hands.

Last night's sex. Very pleasant. But I didn't think that what I did was so low. But Lisander wanted it too. I could see inside his eyes. He wants me, he desires me. His eyes were full of lust.

'He used to be a whore. So he must be used to doing this even if he has a girlfriend', I thought.

But that was his job, and those women definitely didn't say they liked him.

My tears flowed back and I let them. I let it all out. I cried until I was satisfied.

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* Knock knock knock

"Jennie!"

* Knock knock knock

"Jennie! God! Open the door!"

Ugh... My head still hurts after crying and I don't know how long I slept.

* Knock knock knock

The knocking sound on my door was getting louder because the person behind it was impatient. I forced myself to get up and go to my bedroom door and open it.

"What, chu," I asked weakly but annoyed.

"OMG! Jennie! You're such a mess," she said and pushed me to get into my room.

I closed the door and walked back to my bed but beforehand, I glanced at myself in the mirror in the corner of my room. Indeed, Jisoo should have said 'OMG' because my condition is currently very, very bad. My hair is messy, my face is pale and my eyes are swollen.

"Urrghh," I groaned rubbing my palms on my face while turning to lie back on my bed.

As soon as I threw myself back on the bed, Jisoo sat on the edge of my bed.

"What happen?" she asked.

"Nothing," I said briefly.

Jisoo was just silent so I raised my hand to glance at her and found her looking at me with worry but also hesitated to ask further.

"I'm really okay, Chu. It's just a tough morning," I replied, but it didn't make Jisoo's worries disappear.

"Have you been crying?" she asked doubtfully.