Using she as the person version depression
What's depression
You ask and wonder
No one answers
Because no one knows
No one knows what it's like
That constant reminder
That you're useless
No one cares about you
Your life isn't important
That hate you have for yourself
That knowing of something is wrong
That feeling of being hurt and the fear that is the key to hiding
You allow her to hurt you
You allow her to take advantage
Knowing you can't stop her
That anxiety is near
She walks on you
You allow it
She points a gun at you
You allow it
Because all you've been told was
You're a pest
No one will ever
Care for you
Even the shadows left you
Music helps you feel better
But it doesn't prevent the thoughts from following
Hate for self
Killing yourself
Failing on everything
Disappointment, everyone knows it
Still, you see the light
You hear everything
Blocking it off
Ha, if it was so easy
You know it's not easy
They will all come back
The sliver waiting, no
The scars are the little reminders
The support you can't get
That's not enough
Welcome them to my mind prison
You see on the walls
The hate all over
You see on the closed doors
Labels, all showing a memory lane
I can't take any more
I barely manage with two feet
I can't seem to find my way
Help me get out, please
You ignore me
Okay, that's okay
I could just do it on my own
It's not a big deal
I'm getting used to it
Sad, maybe not to you, but once you go deeper with the blade. It's more meaningful to me
