A Jagged Hole (Nathan Sykes/TheWanted)

Chapter 21 - New York

I ACCEPT THE OFFER.  

This four words don't get out of my head! I did the right thing? Of course , I love modeling and I want to be famous and stuff , but ... You know...New York. I'll leave my family , friends , my boyf- erm no. I think I made the right decision.

Yesterday Jay left , because the tour starts today. I already miss him! Today Gemma and Addi came over to help me pack. I know it's early , but Austin already bought my ticket to New York. I'll have an apartment! My OWN apartment! Yay! The only problem is that I'll be a forever alone , in New York. No friends . No family. Just me. Well , erm yeah.

I got out of my thoughts when a pillow hit my head "Ouch!" I said looking at Gemma , that had a huge smirk on her face "WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!" I asked "You were daydreaming Mands!" She said "Yeah yeah whatever" I said as I laid down on my bed "Get your fat ass here missy!" Addi said and I groaned "K" I said .

45 minutes later we already packed everything. I mean everything. My bedroom was just four orange walls now. I'll never forget things that happened in here...

*FLASHBACK*

I was in my room crying my heart out . My very first boyfriend cheated on me with the new girl in school. She was beatiful. Hazel eyes , and dark hair. Nothing compared to me. I was feeling worthless , ugly , fat , and all the bad things you can imagine. Maybe I wasn't good enough for him? I locked myself in my room for almost a week.  

It was already late , when I heard my window opening. I'LL BE KIDNAPPED. I thought , but no , it was Nathan. He came closer to me , and sat on the bed with me.

"You're okay , Mandy?" He asked and I shook my head. He just embraced me in a huge hug. "Nath--I-I-Can't breathe" I said and he let me go "Sorry" he said and I smiled "But I made you smile" he said  

We were now cuddling , not saying a single word. Nathan was playing with my hair , and I was almost asleep. "You know Amanda , Tim is a jerk. I would never cheat. I never will . That's horrible" Nath said "Good to hear this , Nath"

*FLASHBACK*

If Nathan saw him right now , he would be disgusted. Lies lies lies.

"Hey Hey Hey , why are you crying baby?" Gemma asked . Am I crying. Oh , yes I am. I didn't notice . "Nothing" I said , knowing that that didn't believe me. "I know it's not 'nothing' Mands , tell us" Addi said. I took a deep breath and looked at them. "I'll miss everything" as soon as I say the last letter of the word everything , they already gave me a hug bear-group hug. "I love you" I said "we love you too Mands" they said. "Okay I can't handle this anymore" Gemma said "What?" I asked confused. "Okay , lets tell her?" Addi asked and Gemma nodded. What the hell? "Gem. Adds. Explain" I said and they smiled at each other "WE'RE GOING TO NEW YORK WITH YOU!"

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So Gemma and Addi are going to NY with me! Actually , not for fun. They'll study . Their university is next to our flat . Yes. OUR flat! We'll share a flat! I'm so excited! I already helped them pack , and tomorrow we're leaving. They only thing that is bothering me is... Nathan . I'll miss him. Well, I love him. What is he doing right now?

Nathan's P.O.V

I was devasted. Horrible . I missed my baby so so so much. It's all my fault! I cheated on her. Some days ago , I saw a picture of her and Jay together. I have to admit that I was a little jealous. I just miss her. Today we had a concert and an interview and I'm not in the mood . I just keep thinking about her. Amanda Amanda Amnda and Amanda.

"Nath , cheer up" Siva said

The boys already knew what happened between me and Amanda.

"I can't . I'm unhappy without her" I said and they all looked at me with a sad face. *ring ring* Jay quickly answered his phone

Hi Amanda 

Oh okay  

Be careful , hun  

See ya  

Bye

I looked at him with a 'watchatalkingaboutdude' looked and he said "oh , Amanda is leaving for New York in an hour or two. She just called to say good bye"

So she's leaving... Well , I hope she gets what she wants. I mean , I know that will be a successful model , and famous . Ugh! I love her so much ! I miss my Mandy.

Amanda's P.O.V

We were at the airport right now , saying goodbye to our families. "Bye Riley! I'll miss my brobro" I said and gave me a hug "Love ya sis" he said . "Bye Joey" "Bye Mands , take care , love ya" he said "Goooodbye CodsCody" I said "Bye amazing and talented sis! Don't forget about us when you get famous!" He said fake crying "NEVER!" I told him and hugged him. Then , I said my goodbyes to mom and dad . Dad just told me 'take care , love you' , but mom ...

"DON'T HAVE SEX WITHOUT PROTECTION . USE SUNSCREEN . DON'T TALK WITH STRANGERS . DON'T DO DRUGS" Yeah that's mom...

We finally got in the airplane and I was shaking.

"Ready?" Addi said looking at me and Gem. "Lets go!" We said at the same time.

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We finally arrived in AMERRRRRIIIICAAAA! Sweeeet! A limo was waiting for us outside the airport. I need to thank Austin later!

We sang along with EVERY. SINGLE. SONG that came on the radio. You know... We're great singers... Poor driver .

We finally arrived at out apartment . It's huuuuge outside! I want to see inside. We didn't said a word when we got out of the car . We walked in the elevator and we were greeted by a sweet old man . In the 2 minutes elevator ride , we already knew that his name was George. We finally reached the 14th floor. He held our hands together and took a deep breath. "1 ... 2 ... 3!" We said together and Addi opened the door. Woah . Just Woah.