A Jagged Hole (Nathan Sykes/TheWanted)

Chapter 19 - Go Away

Recap:

"I cheated"

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"You what?!" I asked him with tears on my eyes

"I cheated! But I love you Mandy!" He said

"Don't call me Mandy! Liar! You said you loved me!" I said already crying

"I do love you! Trust me it was a mistake!" he said trying to hug me

"Don't touch me!" I said getting away from him

"Please don't do this" he said breaking down . Now he was crying too.

"Why Nathan?! Why??" I asked

"I was drunk!" He said

"I'm sure you was" I said sarcastically

"I don't even know her name! It didn't mean anything to me! I love you!" He said . I couldn't take it anymore. I got closer to him , and slapped him hard on his cheek. "Go.Away" I said with no emotion

"Please give me one more chance" he said

"Leave! I don't want to see your face again! Leave! Go!" I said and he obeyed me , and walked towards the door "I'm sorry" he said , and leaved.

I don't know what to think right now. He said he loved me. He said I'm beautiful. He said many things , but I guess he was just lying! I need someone . Right now . Mom? No , she won't understand. Dad? No , it's weird to talk about this with your father. Riley? No , he'll hurt Nathan. I know he is younger than him but he is strong. Cody? No , Nathan will end up in a hospital. Joey? He'll probably kill Nathan! Addi? No. Gemma? No . Dani? No. I love them but they are bitches! MY bitches! Robbie? No. Ryan? No. I need someone that I can trust! Yes! Jay .

I jumped out of bed , and looked for my iPhone. I found it and scrolled through my contacts untill I found Jay's number .

"H-H-Hello?" He said sounding tired . I forgot ! It's almost 2am right now!

"Jay? I'm s-sorry I need you"

"Are you crying , Mands?"

"Yes , Nathan ..."

"Nathan what?" I still couldn't say the sentence 'Nathan cheated on me' or 'Nathan the guy that was supposed to be my boyfriend fucking cheated on me'

"Cheated on me"

"He what?!"

"Fuck Jay! He cheated on me! He had sex with another girl!" I said crying harder

"Sorry Mands"

"It's okay , sorry that I overreacted"

"Not a problem Mands . I'm getting the next flight to Gloucester right now"

"What? No Jay ! You don't have to!"

"But I want to Mands!"

"But the tour?"

"We still have one day , remember , Manda Panda?"

"Manda Panda? What the he'll Jay!" I said laughing

"I need a new nickname , and I made you smile"

"Aww Jay , I love you"

"Love you too MandyBear"

" I like this one! MandyBear"

"Yes! Bye MandyBear , see you in the morning okay?"

"K Jay , good flight"

"Bye Mands!"

"Jay wait!"

"What?"

"Thank you"

"No problem"

I'm glad that I have someone like Jay in my life. Now I need some sleep. I need to forget about Nathan , that jerk.

**Next Morning**

I woke up feeling like trash. I'm just the girl that Nathan dated for 2 days . The one that was cheated. I feel dirty . I need a shower . I slowly got up from bed , but hey? I can jog right now. I got my phone that was on the right side of the bed ( Anyone else read this sentence thinking of the lyrics of "Good Time" by Carly Rae Jepsen?) and checked the time 8:12am . Yes , I'll jog .

I went on my closet and grabbed some Nike pink shorts and a grey running t-shirts. I brushed my teeth and put my hair on a ponytail . I got on my new Adidas shoes , and went downstairs. No one was awake . I slowly opened the door , and walked away. I got my iPod and pressed the shuffle button. "I Cry" by Florida came and I danced along. That's my jam! I got a few looks from neighbors , but whatever...

You're probably thinking like 'Bitch , how can you dance in a situation like this?!' I am sad . No , I'm upset , and I feel betrayed , but I don't like to demonstrate my feelings . Well , I only demonstrate the good ones.

I jogged for what seemed years to me , but it was only 2 hours. This jog made me forget about everything , it was very relaxing.

I was on my way home , when some boys , around 13 maybe , came running to me saying things I couldn't understand . Well duhh , I was with my headphones. I took them off and looked at them

"Sorry , what?"

"You are the girl from the magazine! Amanda Blit , right?" The brunette one said

"Yes that's me" I said smiling

"Drew has a giant poster of you on his bedroom door!" He said

"Oh" I said surprised

"Shut up Bruce!" The boy that I assume to be Drew said

"It's okay Drew" I said smiling

"Can we please have an autograph and a picture?!"

"Yes , sure!"

Both gave me a piece of papel and I signed for them

Drew got his câmera and we took a picture together.

"Do you mind if I post this on twitter?" Bruce said

"Of course not! But sorry I really need to go! Bye boys!"

"Bye!"

I walked home , and ran to my bedroom . Guess who was there? The one and only Jay McGuiness.

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