Dream High || by YoonPhil

Prologue | Suicidal Attempt

     "Phil Yoon! Phil Yoon! Please... Please, don't do it... Okay? We still have dreams, remember?" Shouted by my best friend Min Joon.

     "Ha... Dreams? Really, Min Joon? What's the reason to achieve my dreams if my one and only family can't even give me support to achieve my dreams? Tell me, hah! Tell me!!" I shouted angrily as I was frustrated at the moment.

     When my other friend named Hwa Young shouted back at me, "Hey! Phil Yoon! Didn't you remember what we promised the day before we graduated in elementary? Tell me! Huh!? We promised that, we will support each other's dream and opinion when other people can't. Remember? Even though, your family can't give you a support for it. We are here! Your friends!! Hello?!? Can't you even consider us as your own family?!"

     "Hey, Hwa Young! Stop! Maybe he will really jump because of you..." Gently whispered by Min Joon to Hwa Young's ear. "I just wanted him to remember it, okay?" She gently replied back at him.

     I gently smirked because of their conversation. It seems like they are having their own little world because they are arguing in the midst of my suicide attempt. That was when I decided to just shrug this situation and just go back to where I was earlier. And when I stepped back and slide my foot off over the railings, my other foot got stuck... "Uhhh... Guys? Can you please stop that first? Okay... I regret this, so please can you help me to get off?" I asked to my friends barking and arguing for the meantime. My foot was really stuck at one of the railings, that's when I accidentally...

     "Ahhhh!! Min Joon!! Hwa Young!! Help, me!!" I shouted as I was falling off the 8th floor building's rooftop.

     When I was falling, I actually thought if I really enjoyed my life following my foster parents without actually voicing my own opinion. "Oh, your grades are so high! Congratulations, son! When you grow up, be a doctor." "Phil!! Your grades are low! Where is our honor student son?! You're a disgrace in our family!" "Congratulations son, you got back your grades. You need to improve yourself more, okay? Be the top!" And so on, just a loop of cycles, just a loops of cycles. Did I really enjoyed it? Did my foster parents actually care of what I want to be when I grow up?

     Yes. I did not enjoy any single thing from what I was doing.
     Yes. I did not do anything to achieve my dream.
     Yes. I regretted my decisions.
     Yes. I need help.
     Yes. I do need help.
     Yes. Please, help me.
     Yes. Please.

     Please give me another chance, I want to grow up and fix my decisions of my life. Please.

     Dreams are meant to be enjoyed for all people. No one can stop anyone to dream his/her dream. But can dreams be enjoyed if your one and only family can't support you from achieving it?

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Creator's Note:

Heyo~~ My first prologue of my first book is now finished! Stay tuned to know what happened before this tragedy happened to Phil Yoon, Min Joon and Hwa Young.

The next upload will be next Wednesday. So please vote, comment, and share it to your friends if this prologue got you excited! Thank you!