For the very first time, there I see
Someone with the same pains as me
Having done this time and time again
She wore a yellow cardigan"I just wanna stop the scars that grow
Everytime that I go home
That's why I came up here instead"That's what the girl in the cardigan said
Whoa, wait a minute what did I just say?
I couldn't care less either way
But in the moment I just screamed
Something that I did not believe"Hey! Don't do it, please."
Agh- what to do!? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new!
For once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew
But even so, please just go away so I can't see
Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!"I guess today is just not my day"
She looked away from me and then she disappearedThe week finally past and what should I say, I failed every exam and got scolded by Aizawa.
Recovery Girl doesn't even want to see me anymore!
All Might also stopped our training sessions saying I was not focused enough for us to continue this.
Well at least today I could finally rest in peace.
I made my way up to the roof and the moment I opened the door I was met with another person there.
LIFE?!
GOD?!
ENTITY?!
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!
WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR ME TO FINALLY BE ALONE AND REST?!!!
I stepped close to the person not even bothering to shout or talk, I went to his side and sat right next to where he was standing. My feet were dangling off the roof.
???: Go away you useless NPC!
Useless?
Yes!
A NPC?
I don't think so!
Maybe I am... That would explain why the angry Pomeranian calls me an extra...
Hmm never thought that way..
Well anyways if he wants to talk in a more like gamer language then so be it.
Me: Hmm, but this uselsess NPC only wants to help an end boss out.
???: HUH?
Me: This uselsess NPC, wants to listen to what you have to say. It's not like every day that a good end boss would come up to the roof of this building.
???: I see, I will tell you small boss.
Me: Uhh an upgrade I like it!
???: It's that useless Titan I try to beat but I can't no matter what I do! I am sick and tired of it! I had enough! I will never be as good as they want me to be! All I ever wanted was to be myself and play with life! Was that too much to ask for?
Me: I don't think so!
???: I can't look up to my sensei whole heartedly and know that I failed him! I am just a disappointment, nothing more.
Me: Please don't jump!
???: Why do you care, small fry?
I can't believe I just said that!
I couldn't care less what happens to him but I can't stop thinking about him being happy and free. Everyone deserves a second chance and he should take it instead of try to kill himself!
There is still hope left for you, you could always team up to beat that Titan of yours.
Me: I don't know, maybe because I feel similar. I have a Sensei too that I try not to disappoint but no matter what I do I still am a disgrace to him. I don't deserve to be his successor at all.
???: We are similar big boss.
Me: Oh another upgrade?!
???: I like you!
Me: Izuku.
???: Tomura.
Me: Well nice to meet you Tomura.
Tomura: Likewise, Izu.
Me: I know I can't stop you from what you are doing but I still want you to consider it at least.
Please go away!
You don't deserve to be here!
Please just find the others!
I can't even look up in your face.
Damn it!
I can't even be a hero anymore!
I can't stop him!
Me: There is a group of people out there that would surely accept you! You are not the first one meet up here and they all hopefully found that group. I like to think that they did and that they are happier now!
Tomura: Hmmm...
With that he turned around and left without even turning around. All I could hear is a faint whisper.
Tomura: So, you were the one sending them to me.... how interesting!
Once I was alone on the roof I lied down on the roof and watched the stars.
Me: And there goes another opportunity! I guess today is not my day!
With that I stayed the whole night there in the same position until the sun rise, I watched it and then left.
Something about the last person bothered me. He didn't look like he was there to jump. It was more like he was waiting for someone to come.
I don't care, next week will be the week!
If not I will find a different rooftop!

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My R
Hayran KurguThis will be my interpretation of the song MY R in the mha/bnha world. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and this will be a short story. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.