Chapter 18|Acceptance

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A wise man said

"Find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at you weakest ." I had that . I really had that but the odds were against me

I still remember everything about her .She was beautiful but not like those girls in magazines  . She was beautiful for the way she thought . She was beautiful for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved . She was beautiful for the way she made other people smile even if she was sad .

No she wasn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks . She was beautiful deep down her soul .That was the girl who I fell hard for

She made me have sparks in the darkest minds . She didn't bring me out to the light . But she brought light in the tunnel , gave a shine in the darkness

I wouldn't trade a soul for her . She was perfect with her imperfections . She was everything I wanted . She was a divine inspiration . She made a man out of a weak soul . She didn't force it , it was effortlessly.

I thought it was a crush .Thinking it will go away in due time . Who was I kidding , I was blinded by love so fucken bad . I fell for her more than she fell for her self

It  broke my heart watching her cry day and night . My  world would crumble and shutter all the time . Those eyes that used to glimmer with joy ended up with sadness .

Its like she lost all hope of life . Guilt and remorse ate me up . I would have wanted to come out of the shadows . Hold her hand and tell her its a lie. The way she looked up the heavens. Seeking for mercy and searching for answers. She thought heavens had abandoned , we had abandoned her , I had abandoned her.

Not by choice of course . Man are believed not to cry, but I wept day and night with her . Knowing I broke a living soul. I took light and joy away from an angel. But I do have a reason. I had to have a reason.

It was for the best. It was the right thing to do .

Every step she took  I watched her like a hawk . She had grown thin and she hid behind the shadows . She was closed off , she was under the tunnel. She hadn't find answers, she stopped seeking others .

She drowned in guilty , she drowned in pain . She had no power , she lost all strength. She lived for survival , not because she wanted to but she thought it was right to.

Finally she saw the little light waiting ahead. She saw the bigger picture. Something big awaited for her. She spoke out. She said goodbye. She was getting  there. She had gotten there. She was there.

Rebecca Vanessa Smith had said goodbye

So did I ?

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Hello my lovely readers this is the last part of book one

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And of course the huge cliff  hanger

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 16, 2023 ⏰

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