Hello darkness my old friend .
I come to talk with you again
Because a vision slowly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence
Dead silence , swaying trees and falling leaves . Each step the sound of the crushing twigs echoes in the silent night . Brown eyes and low howls . Filthy smells and wet grass . Void emotion also dead inside . Among the dead but a soul inside
Kneeling , tears streams down my face. What's it gonna take
1 year ?
2 decades ?
A century?
My thin dehydrated fingers touch the engraved words . My vision is blurry and my body shivers from the unfortunate weather
Is it true ?
Of course its true I'm on his grave yard right now . A swallow a sob which was about to wreck my whole body . It was never suppose to be like this . I curse everything around me , denied happiness by the unbeatable . Silent torture creeping in
This is not how it shouldn't end
This is not how he shouldn't have end
Yesterday I lost loved ones, today I lose again. How many people should one lose at a time .
Haven't I suffered enough?
Did I not repay the unknown dept I had cost?
Am I ever gonna see the light ?
Am I ever gone be any bright?
I sniff one more time and wipe my ocean eyes
1994-2016
Beloved brother and son
My lips quiver . Again?
I look up the heavens seeking answers.
On restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold lamp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
Thunder roars , trees sway. Lightning strikes and wolfs howl . I place the flowers on their graves . I didn't even check what type of flowers I took
Daisy's ?
Roses ?
Violets ?
Sunflower? I chuckle at my own joke but it fades away quickly as soon as the idea came bye
1994-2016
Beloved daughter and sister
Theres a picture . A picture of her gorgeous face while she smiles at the camera I remember this day like yesterday she was so happy .
"C'mon Nessa chill let's take pictures its only once in a life time thingy "
I snort
"You think?" She pouts at me , giving me that puppy look with those big green eyes .
"Oh No don't you give me that look Miss"
She pouts
"Is it working then"
I sigh , I can't believe I'm caving in
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Bodyguard
Romansa"The name is Nathan and you" l swallowed hard looking at his blue mesmerizing eyes, gosh I could swallow him up right now .Suddenly his loud lough startles me "What's funny" " The swallowing part" "oh" I felt my self turn red like a tomato only...
