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This chapter
Louis’ POV
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I roll over and groan as I reach out to turn off my alarm clock. Why the hell does this thing have to be going off right now? Why can’t I get another hour of sleep?
I slowly sit up and get out of bed, stretching. I look around ‘Damn, my room is a mess’ I think to myself. I slowly push myself up and into the bathroom. I do my business and quickly get out.
I jump over the piles of crap on my floor to get to the dresser. Once I’ve successfully made it over the filthy floor, only stubling once, I pull out a pair of black skinny jean and a white shirt with tank top. I pull on my white vans and make my way out the door, grabbing my backpack as I reach the door.
Once I get to my car, I realize that I forgot my keys. I facepalmed and walked back in the house, thankful that I didn’t lock the door. I run to the kitchen counter and grab them. As I walk out the door, I turn to lock it. I hop in my car and drive to school.
It doesn’t take me very long to pull in the parking lot. I turn off the engine of my car and get out. I look up at the school we all call Doncaster High. I walk inside and head straight to my locker and get a few pats on the back, high fives, and girls trying to talk to me.
Ok, I know I don’t look very gay but I thought I made it fairly clear. Anyways, I get to my locker and see my best mate Zayn standing there waiting for me. “Hey mate!” he calls out when he sees me approaching him.
“Hey! What’s up lad?” I ask as I stop in front of my locker, pulling out the books I’m gonna need for first period.
“Not much, I went on a date with that girl Gigi last night. It was awesome!” he says, clearly excited. He’s been crushing on her for a while now.
“Really? That’s awesome mate! I’m happy for you!” I say, genuinely excited for the boy next to me.
“Yeah, we went to dinner and the we went to the movies!” He says smiling , probably remembering the date.
“Wow, that sounds great mate. I’m really happy for you” I say smiling at him. Just then, the bell rings signaling that we need to get to class. “I’ll see you later mate,” I tell him and he nods, I turn around and walk to my first period… math.
Once I get to the class, I take my seat and wait for the teacher to walk in and start the lesson. Once the teacher, Mrs. Nichols, walks in the room the bell rings. She starts the lesson almost immediately.
After what seemed like an eternity, the bell rings and were on our ways to the next class of the day. I have science which is super boring but I have Zayn in this class so it’s alright. I walk into the classroom and sit down next to Zayn
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It’s finally the end of the school day and that means I get to go home. I walk out of the classroom and head straight to my locker, trying to avoid her. Eleanor. She’s the girl who refuses to listen to the fact that I’m gay. I have to tell the other girls like once or twice a month but her? Ohhh no. I’m as straight as ruler.
I get to my locker and, speak of the mother fucking devil. There she is. “Hi Louis! How was your day? Mine was great but it’s even better now that I’m talking to you,” she says so fast that I barely understand what shes saying.
“Hello Eleanor. What do you want?” I say with a straight (haha gay*) face.
“Just wanted to see you… you know, to see how you’re doing,” she says twirling her hair.
“Uh- why..?” I say confused, “you know what, nevermind. I need to get going.”
“Louis!” She calls out as I’m walking away, “do you want to come to my house, and ya know, hang out?”
I turn around to face her. I’m pretty mad at this point. “Eleanor! How many times to I have to tell you?? I’m GAY, I like BOYS, and youre a GIRL, which means what? I will NEVER like you like that and I’m sorry but it’s never gonna happen so stop!” I yell/say to her. I turn and walk as fast as possible to avoid any other girls who have decided I’m straight.
I get into my car and drive home.
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When I get home, I run right to my room, ignoring my mum and sisters yelling “welcome home” and “how was it?”. As i get into my room, I close the door and lay in bed and just cry.
Ugh. I seriously hate people sometimes, you know? Like- if I don’t talk to you, or even really look at you I really don’t want you in my life! Is that really difficult to understand?
*Knock knock* I jump a little “come in!” I quickly sit up and wipe away the tears that have been running down my face.
“Hey sweetie. Are you alright?” My mom asks as she comes in and closes my door behind her.
“Hey mum. Not really. Theres this girl Eleanor at school who really doesn’t want to except the fact that I’m gay. It’s really irritating! And… I might have kinda went off on her a little bit…” I tell her, looking down ashamed at the end.
“Oh Lou, you’re not going to want to hear this, but I want you to go to school tomorrow, find that girl, and apologize. You were mad in the moment so I’m sure she’ll understand.” She says to me.
Shes right. I know shes right and she does too. “Fine. but im not going to mean it” I say as we both smile at each other.
“Thats fine, just as long as you say it. Could you do me a favor?” I nod. “Could you run to the store? Me and your sisters need a few things. Ill make you a list.” she asks with pleading eyes
I fake roll my eyes. “I guess I could do that.” We both laugh.
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A couple minutes later I’m in the car with a list of things to get at the store. I pull up, park the car, turn it off, and then get out. As I walk in the store, I take a proper look at the list my mum gave me. It's mostly girly stuff for her and my sisters.
I make my way to the shampoo aisle, grab the one that's written on the paper (my mum and sisters are very specific). As I'm walking down said aisle, I see that they need razors (to shave their legs. Girls are weird). Those are just at the end of this aisle. I get there and I see a boy who seems to be close to my age standing there crying looking at the unattached razor blades.
I try to act like it's nothing. So, I say “excuse me, can I grab those?”
“Um, yeah,” the boy said and sniffled.
“You want to talk about it?”
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