Yin or Yang

"Your such a bastard"

Chapter 6: “Your such a Bastard”

I stood there in shock even though I ran into my old “squad” less than 2 hours ago. Why do I even keep running into everyone? 

“Why did he have to find me?” I thought to myself. 

I watch him scratch the back of his neck. “Um Ari-” he tried to say before I instantly cut him off. “Don’t call me that only the people I trust have that right” I said sternly. “Why are you even here?” I asked angrily. “That’s none of your business,” he said. “I can’t believe you're still mad at me” he said, rolling his eyes and getting into the elevator. 

He really has the nerve to try and play innocent with me. After everything he has done he wants to stand here and play victim. “I can’t believe I even liked you. Your such a bastard” I shout. “Well I have changed” he continues. “And I care so much,” I said sarcastically while holding my hand over my heart. “I have I promise” he continues trying to convince me as if I care. “You promised a lot of things,” I said, causing him to frown. I know better this time and I’m not as naive as I was before and I’m clearly not stupid.

“The only change you made is getting to ruin other people's lives” I rolled my eyes. “I apologized for that already like just let it go” he said clearly annoyed. “Actually you didn't, you just continued to screw me over because it benefited you,” I said angrily. “And that was in the past and now we're in the present deal with it” he repeats himself like that makes me feel better. 

Just because something was in the past doesn’t mean it didn’t hurt. People think just because time passed by is supposed to be over it. But when you go through pain especially caused by people you once trust you don’t get over it.

“Just because it was in the past doesn’t change what happened you bastard” I yell.  “Well then how can I make it right?” he said with sarcasm in his voice. All I wanted to do was slap him.

“Can you just give me another chance?” he said, continually following me around campus. “I don’t want to talk to you,” I said sternly, hoping and praying he would go away.  “Yeah, I know that but I made a mistake” he said stepping in front of me. “So did I, which I guess makes us twins,” I said wryly, while covering my mouth in fake shock. 

I continue to try and get around him so I can get to my next class but he continues to block me which just only fuels my fire even more. 

“Can you get the hell out of my way” I yell causing a few people to turn their heads. “All I’m asking is you hear me out” he says again. 

Why can’t guys ever get the hint. I don’t want to talk to you means I don’t want to talk to you. Just like no means no.

 “I don’t want to hear you out, I just want to get to class on time so move” I shout. “I’m sorry okay and I didn’t mean to hurt you” he continues like I didn’t just tell him to move out my damn way. “I wasn’t thinking and I was jealous,” he pleads. “Is that it?” I said crossing my arms over my chest. “Yes and I hope we can move past this” he says. “Well I’ll move past it over one condition” I tell him, causing a glimpse of hope to form in his eyes. “Ok, what is it?” he asked curiously. “IF YOU GET HIT BY A BUS” I yell causing him to stand there in shock. I then pushed passed him causing him to stumble a bit. I then marched to my class full of love for myself. Thankfully my teacher was always late so I didn’t get a lecture from him about how I should take college more seriously. 

Even if I didn’t want to be in college I would have never wasted my money on it. Instead I would have bought me some plane tickets to dubai and bought me some food.

I couldn’t help but laugh. After all these years he still thinks he can just swoop in after everything he's done. After all the pain he caused me. This bastard really had the nerve to come up to my face and try to woo me like he did before. Well I’m not that girl any more. Matter of fact I was never that girl. “After everything you have done there's nothing you can do to fix it” I said walking out of the elevator. “Ari please” I heard him yell. “My name is not Ari it’s Ariana” I yell because he was really ticking me off. “Ariana please” he repeats. “Just leave me alone Princeton”  I yelled back. 

As I continued walking until I felt a tug on my arm. “Why can’t he just leave me alone?” I said in my head. I instantly turned and slapped him until I realized who I had slapped.