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SOMETHING NEW — mature

chapter forty-nine

"I-i don't know how to feel about this–!" Korei exclaimed as she shot up from where she sat on Shinsou's bed. He had just explained to her what he wanted to do and the virgin girl was freaking out. Nothing had ever been inside of her! She didn't even use tampons because she was too uncomfortable with the idea! "C-can't th-that wait until we're a little...older?" She fidgeted with her hands, pulling at her pointer, middle, and ring fingers.

"It's not sex," he spoke so nonchalantly that Korei almost scoffed in disbelief. She wasn't upset, but she was confused by his actions. It's her body, so if she says she's uncomfortable then that means she's not really sold on the idea. "Just a finger...or two? Look, it's just to experiment and see if you like it. If it's too much then we'll stop."

"I-i don't know," she murmured, shifting nervously. Her thighs were starting to chafe since that liquid was drying on them. Every time she shifted, it irritated her skin...and the awkward razor burn from the cheap razor was not helping. "I-i mean..." She glanced down at her feet and then up at her boyfriend. This was the time for them to try new things. She'd never know how she felt about it if she didn't do it. "I guess...but do you have to be the one to–" she made a motion with her hand and nodded her head to get the message across.

"Do you not want me to?" There was that feeling again. Why the hell did he always feel like he wasn't good enough when it came to Korei? Did she not want him to touch her? Is that a bad sign? Does she want to break up? She almost never wants to do anything with him anymore! Wait! Is she actually seeing someone new?

"N-no! No!" She raised her voice, waving her hands in an animated style. The look on Shinsou's face made her question her response. "I mean, yes! Or...no? Wait! I want you to but I'm...scared." Korei sighed, her shoulders dropping as she returned to her seat on Shinsou's bed. The green-haired girl squeezed her legs together and then made eye contact with her boyfriend. "I want to do stuff like that with you, but I've never had anything inside of me. Not even...t-tampons. It's just a really scary thing for me. I don't know if that's supposed to happen or really if any of it's supposed to happen. H-how is that going to feel good? I mean, I don't even know that much about sexual education. I'm just going blindly into this."

Shinsou waited, listening to Korei's words as she confessed. It's not that she didn't want him anymore, it's just that she's never gone that far before. Of course, that's what he was meaning by trying something new, but it's understandable for her to be scared. "Korei," his words cut off her explanation. His hands grabbed for her forearms and he held them firmly. "I love you. I'm willing to try new things with you...if you'll allow me."

"I-i love you too! And I want to try new things, Hitoshi! I just–!"

"Great! Then what's stopping you?" Once again the girl felt like she was backed into a corner. Why was he being so...pushy? He was never like this. Did he have a bad day? "Just lay back and relax," he eased, the two of them shuffling further onto the bed. Korei held onto him tightly, quietly begging him to be gentle with her. The smirk on his face made her stomach flutter...and when his lips met hers she couldn't even explain why she second-guessed the decision. Shinsou had a way of doing that to her...of making her feel like she's just really weak and helpless, as if she needs him to tell her what to do. "Okay, beautiful?"

"Y-yeah." She nodded, blushing as he pulled away from her. Those tired purple eyes managed to ignite something in Korei, so when his finger touched her bottom lip, she didn't even question why. She just opened her mouth and licked at his skin. Pretty soon, she was sucking on his finger and it was so sensual in ways that she couldn't even comprehend! Why did the look in his eyes make her want to go feral? And the sloppy noises that she made were so embarrassing but so...sexual! Her face was burning bright red and she wouldn't even be able to speak if Shinsou's finger wasn't in her mouth.

"Good kitty," he whispered, his voice deeper than Korei was used to. "In the end, you're always so obedient. I love it." As he pulled his finger out of her mouth, Korei looked at him expectantly. For some reason, she expected him to kiss her, or even pat her on the head. She wanted some form of gratitude and that sort of freaked her out. Why was she expecting that from him? She's not his pet! "Ready?"

"Hu–!!" Korei cut herself off with a shocked squeal, her hands suddenly flying down to where Shinsou was brushing his soaked finger through her slit. "WHA–! HITOSHI!!"

"Calm down, kitten. I haven't even done anything," he smirked, distracting Korei with a sensual kiss. As his tongue wooed her over, his finger found the small opening and gently prodded at it. In her moment of weakness, Korei realized that he was trying to keep her mind off of the soon-to-be intrusion. Their kiss deepened and his finger attempted to press inside. Writhing from the awkward feeling, she detached their mouths and tried to stop him. Shinsou was irritated, thinking that she was simply clenching and trying to prevent him from going any further with him.

"H-heh. S-sorry, Toshi. I-i don't kn–OW!!" Korei shouted out, smacking Shinsou's shoulder as he attempted to shove his finger inside of her. It hurt, but not too bad. Shinsou grumbled to her, apologizing through gritted teeth as he continued to jam his finger against her tight entrance. "T-toshi! That hurts! What are you doing?! OUCH!"

Pretty soon her loud shouts turned to begging pleas. It wasn't that she wanted him to stop, no. She had managed to find...pleasure...in the pain. Shinsou was able to push inside by now, but he could tell that Korei enjoyed the awkward jamming of his untrained finger. Just the tip of his finger would get through, but that didn't bother him.

Planting a sloppy kiss on Korei's mouth muffled her whimpers and moans. Shinsou grunted and roughly shoved his finger forward, shocking the both of them when it slid right on in. It was wet and seriously warm inside of her, but it felt really weird to Shinsou. There were so many nooks and crannies, and the shocked gasp from his girlfriend made things a lot more...real?

Korei moaned quietly, holding onto Shinsou's face as he started the pumping of his long finger. She never imagined that it'd feel this good! Groaning and mumbling his name, she relaxed and let him do as he pleased. Maybe the actual pleasure was a lot better than the awkward pain from earlier. She just couldn't help but find the feelings to be intoxicating and arousing. She wanted more...so much more.

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