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Korei carried her basket of bath essentials with her to the gender-neutral showers on the first floor. She was hoping that maybe Shinsou had done what they talked about...but she wasn't sure. Maybe he got his shower before her? Who knows. She just knew that she wanted to wait until just before curfew to get her shower and go to the gender-neutral showers, hopefully, to meet up with her boyfriend. Would he even be there though?
Is he even still her boyfriend?
They still hadn't talked since earlier that day, and Korei couldn't help but feel really bad for it. She felt like she had been too sensitive. She didn't really do anything wrong, but she still thought she had.
Slipping past the door, Korei found herself walking further into the showers. She found a locker for her things, noticing that no one else was in there with her. Sighing to herself, she couldn't help but feel like crying again. That's all she really did...cry. It's just that the idea of losing Shinsou made her physically hurt. Who would scratch the back of her head as she fell asleep on their chest? Who would laugh at the stupid things on TV as she cuddled into them and asked them questions? Who would answer those questions happily? Who would encourage her to eat more food when she felt like starving herself? Who would love her when she thinks she's just so...unlovable? If Shinsou didn't want her anymore...would she die alone? Would he die alone?
Now Korei couldn't help but picture him with other girls! He'd probably find a prettier girl; one who's skinny and loved by everyone. She'll have long hair, longer than mid-back, and she'll probably have really perky and big boobs, unlike Korei's that sort of sag and are probably only big because she's overweight. This new girl would have gorgeous blue eyes because Shinsou always seemed to like the blue-eyed girls in the television shows he watched...and she'd be a size zero. She'd be so nice to Shinsou, and she'd take such good care of him, but she'd be mean to everyone else because Shinsou doesn't like people. Sh-she wouldn't be as weird as Korei, and she probably wouldn't be as annoying. God...she'd just be better than her in every aspect and Shinsou would fall in love with her so easily. He'd forget about Korei because she was never anything important, to begin with.
Korei wiped her tears away and picked the shower closest to the light. She pulled the curtain shut and started up the water, standing aside as it warmed up. She liked that there were separate cubby-like showers. The only thing strange about them is that the walls separating each shower were only tall enough to block up to Korei's chest. If any other taller female or person with boobs were to stand in it then their chest would be on display for the person in the shower stall next to them! That sort of worried Korei, but she didn't think too long about it. Instead, she placed her basket on the wall and pulled out her shampoo and body wash. For some reason, her conditioner was missing. Had she packed it separately? She thought it was in the bag...maybe she left it in her room? Odd, Korei doesn't normally misplace things like this. She blames it on being so scatterbrained over Shinsou.
