So I cried myself to sleep again last night and woke at 3am.
I had a nightmare where one of my best friends died and the others left me cause I'm too needy and clingy.
I'm also having a problem writing my stories.
I have no inspiration, no desire, no will to do anything.
I thought of cutting myself today but I don't really have any sharp blades so I just didn't do it.
I also thought about drowning myself as well
I did no harm to myself today.
But I did find some new songs to listen to:
This is what overthinking feels like - Marina Lin
This is what self destruction feels like - Marina Lin
This is what depression feels like - Marina Lin
BYE👋💜
