Butterflies 🦋 chansung

Beginning

The bus ride was long and we talked a lot after the atmosphere calmed down. I enjoyed diacussing things outside of our duties with Channie-hyung. We talked about a lot of things as if we are a slambook, minding his likes and dislikes, making mental notes as if it's the last thing i'll ever do. He's not that uptight as I pictured him to be. He has a dog, nmed berry, I always wanted one too. He plays musical instruments, I do too, I fact I am on our band club, music being my favorite subject and so he is, he like sports, i can see that. All those things seemed so fascinating for me.

"My insomnia haunts me at night, I got it when I moved here, from Australia."

"I never adjusted to the time difference and so, I am very active at night haha." Chan said our small conversation just sprouted during the ride.

"That's kinda bad, seeing you online at night i thought you just left your computer open, you're actually awake til' what? three a.m.? did you consult it at some doctor?" I asked, being his seatmate, I knew evidently how bad his sleeping habits are. I was his savior at times. Hiding him when I have to, when he doze out of nowhere in class or when the teacher calls him out suddenly while he is napping.

"Yeah, I have supplements for sleeping." He said softly with a shrug.

"I was not feeling well most of the time, because I never wanted to go here." He continued.

"Aaaah, switching places and migration, that must be rough at home, yeah?" I replied. I don't know how to sympathize but I at least have to try, i never once moved from a place, so i didn't know how it feels, But in the way he sighs, pulling it out from the bottom of his lungs.

"It is!" He said enthusiastically as if it's some discovery.

"I miss my friends back there, But at the same time..."

"I'm kinda grateful, the whole class adopted me, you are nice. I mean- everyone is."

"A little bit different to how our schools work back there."He went on and on, rambling, happiness radiating off of him.

"I think it's just our class, specifically. " I nodded. I can confidently say that our class isn't the same from every other class in this catholic school.

Our conversation's run through until he looked like a phone running out of battery, slowing down and finally, we drowned out in exgaustjion

I didn't pester Chan long enough as he finally started drifting, shutting his eyes and finally get the sleep he should've gotten. The guy has bobbed his head back and forth.

I offered my shoulder, tapping it and He mindlessly smiled at me while saying "Thanks."

And I leaned on his hair as I doze off as well. I felt sleepy watching him, his chest heaves, sleeping soundly. This guy really needs sleep.

And of course, after the youth camp, everyone knew we kissed. I mean there's the same case already that happened back then but not as intense though.

And not two men.

I still haven't watched the video and I have no plans to. Later, they showed pictures of both of us sleeping on the bus, they'll never gonna let this go. It looked pretty though, My heart jumped at how comfortable we looked like. We looked good together.

We all separated soon and I didn't even spend a single second of the tour with him out of the bus but ever since the camp, My classmates, are steadily teasing me with Channie-hyung, and the best part of it is I was getting flustered.
It's really getting in my head.b