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-Hayley-

The amount of DM'S I've sent Michael is crazy. I feel so alone, he doesn't love me. He never did.

I just had to stuff everything up. I lost the boy who meant so much to me, and now he may never talk to me again. I need to prove to him that I care about him in the same depth that he cares about me...

Which is a lot...

I send one more DM to him and i wait for him to reply. 

@HayleyPortland: I'm sorry that i did that to you Mikey, I don't know why I didn't alert you of anything that was happening... i guess i was just so happy that you were in my life that i didn't want to stuff it up...

@HayleyPortland: And i did it anyways. i stuffed it up and now there is a chance that i won't be able to talk to you anymore. And i feel so bad that i've done this to you. I can't help the way i think, i just know that you...

@HayleyPortland: You were the one who gave me happiness... And i miss you Mikey, i really do. If you reply to me, i'll be so gratefull, but if you don't, well, i can understand because i did stuff up majorly. i wish you could see...

@HayleyPortland: how hurt i am over this, losing the only one who cares about you so much, it is a sucky feleing and i wish to never feel this ways again. I'm sorry.

@HayleyPortland: I'm sorry. Bye. 

I throw my phone and then I bury my head into my pillow. I cry. Cry so much than i have ever. 

Why am I so hurt over this? He's only just a boy that I don't know. 

It's true, he's just a boy i happened to meet over the internet, but he has had so much impact on my life than ever before. He's made me feel more emotions than anyone has gotten out of me in a short time of meeting me. 

I can't live without you now,

i only have myself to blame,

But do you think we could start again.

My phone rings and i cry out so much because that song relates to my situation right now. i grab the phone and answer it. 

"H-Hello?" i answer weakly. i wipe the tears off of my face. I gasp and my eyes widen. 

Michael. 

I hope you liked this, ily guysss..

i HAVE A NEW BOOK AND IT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH IF YOU GUYS COULD TELL ME IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!! 

FIND IT ON MY PROFILE. IT'S CALLED:  Just Fine. // 5sos

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xx- J