Twitter m.c

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-Michael-

Her.

She's all I can think about.

I'm constantly worrying about her. I almost got fired from it. All these negative questions blur around in my head and I feel like I have two little people fighting up there.

A negative question fills my mind, but then I yell at myself and I remind myself that she will be alright.

Another YouTuber notices my discomfort and he leaves from Jade's side to come to talk to me before he goes on stage.

Jade and I have become close I guess? She constantly talks to me before she goes on, and we always chat.

The boy walks over to me casually, but he has concern on his face. His muscle Santa Cruz tank, black skinny jeans and snapback make me like him because of his style. I look down to his arms and I see a few tattoos.

"Hey man... Um, are you alright? You look a little sad and uncomfortable." He tells me. My eyes go wide at how deep his voice is but I shuffle to cover up my shock.

"Is it really that noticeable?" I ask him. My voice is unknown and he looks concerned.

"No not really, I'm just good at reading people's body language. Yesterday, you were standing up straight, crossing your arms over your chest like the other security guards.... And, well now, you're slouched over, looking down at the floor and fighting a battle within yourself." He says.

Woah, I guess he is right.

It's not my fault that I can't stop think of her. I just can't help myself.

"Wow, you are really good at noticing things like that. I'm just a little torn over this girl," I tell him. He stands next to me and sighs.

"Same man, you see Jade over there?" I nod. "Yeah, well she's all I can think about too" he chuckles to himself and I laugh with him.

"I started messaging this girl called Hayley on Twitter who is really sad, I saw all of her sad and depressing tweets so I messaged her. I messaged her everyday and she always saw them. A few days ago she actually replied and now we conversations. She thanks me all the time, but whenever I tell her to stay safe and don't do anything stupid, she makes me worried because she doesn't promise it. She just says 'I can try' and it gets me thinking about her safety all the time."

I don't know why I just told him all of that. I guess, he made me trust him. Well, he was he only one who noticed that I'm a little down.

"Man, good job. Good job for making it your goal to make someone feel like they're loved. The world needs more people like you. Just, don't give up on her okay? Get her to trust you. Trust is all that you need. I learnt that from Jade. Hayley needs you more than you think. Do you know where she lives?" He asks me. My mood lifts at what he told me.

I genuinely smile for the first time in 2 days.

"Thanks...." I don't even know his name.

"Calum... I'm Calum Hood," he tells me. I smile and give him a bro hug which he gladly returns.

"I'm Michael, but you probably already know that from my name tag," I laugh. He laughs and my mood lifts higher.

"Thanks Calum,"

"You're welcome Michael,"

"I don't know where she lives, but I plan to visit her somehow. Probably surprise her or something." I tell him. He nods his head.

"Helloooo," a bubbly voice joins in with our conversation and I immediately know who it is.

"Jade!" I smile and I hug her. She hugs me back and I look at Calum. He has the sense of jealousy and want in his eyes and i discreetly pat him on the back. He smiles at me.

"Michael is just telling me how he plans to surprise his girl" my heart races as Calum refers to Hayley as 'my girl'.

She's mine, and I couldn't be happier.

"Ooh what's her name?!" Jade says excitedly. She leans onto Calum and he automatically wraps his arm around her. Why aren't they dating?

I feel want and jealousy in my body. I'm not jealous that Calum has Jade and all, I'm jealous of their 'relationship'. I want something like that...

But with Hayley.