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-Michael-

I'm still a tad angry at Hayley because she didn't trust me enough to tell me that she got pushed over the edge, but there's always that thought that maybe she didn't want to tell me because we were going so good. We were so happy in our dm's and I was making her laugh. 

Never did I think that I would have to climb through her window just to avoid her parents. Well, parent. She told me that her father has no self control. When he's off of alcohol, he doesn't remember what he does to her. I don't even want to think about when he is drunk. I don't want my Hayley to fear herself. 

We managed to get her phone without someone knocking on the doors. We escaped her room and now we sit on the edge of the pier. Just with each other, enjoying each other's company. 

She told me that no one else knows how she lives because she has always made up some excuse to get the girls out of her house. She's ashamed and scared for the girls when they even go near her house. She's scared that he'll hurt them. 

She so selfless. Yet, here I am, being selfish. Thinking that she didn't trust me. Thinking that she didn't want me to know, because I wouldn't care. 

Yet she hid it from me to keep my happiness alive. She's been so selfless. 

"Michael? Are you alright? You look down.. sad." She comments, rubbing my back as we sit on the edge of the pier. 

"Yeah, I was just thinking how selfless you are. I've been so selfish, thinking about myself when I didn't think about you. You were in hospital, calling my name... but yet i was throwing my phone agaisnt the wall angry at you. " I tell her. She gasps and lays her head on my shoulder. 

"It's okay Michael, it's just how I am." She tells me sweetly. I look at her and smile. 

She starts blushing and it makes me laugh.

"What?" She giggles. I shake my head and look down. 

"Do you know a Jade?" I ask her. She nods her head in a 'yes' way. 

"McLaren?" She asks me. My eyes widen.

"Y-Yeah, I was her body guard at VidCon. She was hanging out with a guy called Calum." I tell her. She gasps and mumbles something to herself. 

"She helped me stop cutting." She whispers quietly. I squeeze my eyes shut and then look at her. I see that a tear has fallen. I wrap my arms around her and cradle her in my arms. 

"It's gonna be alright."